hey everyone im back again!

erm...well seriously i've just been to the blazers blog and i really do not get what is going on. just one week....and i have missed out on a whole big deal of stuff. fantastic. someone pls enlighten me! argh..

ok so basically what i've been doing for the past 3 days was attending RMUN. it's a pretty freaky and scary experience. i didnt speak up much, but then again, i wasnt from a big country but rather libya, so i think i did rather well anyway. wearing the cedar blazer was weird. but i got used to it. considering the coldness of the lecture theatres we were in, the blazer was so very welcome. the food i have to admit, is absolutely delicious! double thumbs up! i was in GA2 and we're just about the only council who did not pass a resolution. can you believe it? 2 and half days of debating about the status and resolution of kosovo but achieving a stalemate too? haha. amazing.

lots of funny stuff (and scandalous too) happened throughout this RMUN, but im just pretty glad its over. so now i can refocus and concentrate more on my holiday homework. although next week, the whole cycle will start all over again, if not worse, because i committed myself to the bio stem cell workshop which is like, all 5 full days gone. WOW. this is my busiest june hols ever.

and actually i dont know what else to say, considering i have been away from cedar netball civilisation for a week ( but should i say a rather BIG and TRYING perhaps? week for sec 3 netballers) i dont really know whats happening so when i see you guys again, maybe its not too long to play catch up. yeah?

love,
mandy(:

Love is never lost. If not reciprocated,
it will flow back and soften
and purify the heart.
~WASHINGTON IRVING

I did it.
I felt the Lord's presence as I talked to you last night.
My hands were shaking.
My body was trembling.
And my soul was bursting to tell you.
You don't know how much i wanted to shout out.
"********!!! THE LORD WANTS TO BE YOUR FRIEND, YOUR SAVIOUR! FOR YOU, HE DIED, DID YOU KNOW THAT?! HE LOVES YOU SO SO SO MUCH.." and so do I. That's why i share with you the most important truth of the world.
I couldn't contain myself.
It was, how you say, exciting.
I never felt like that before..
I don't know when it got to me.
But it was ever so strong last night, that i felt it so very important..

When i saw him last night, I saw pain.
even though we nvr spent much time tgt
even though i knew he knew about the lord..
did he know the Lord?
Then it struck me.
The hurt i felt inside, wasn't for the pains he would endure.
It wasn't for the time he had left or when he would go..
But it was where he would go after leaving, and the comfort he would receive through these times.
my grandfather has cancer.

I prayed that he will come eventually to seek Him.
that he would find peace and joy in Him, for the Lord is our refuge and comforter.
With open arms He'd welcome you like a Father..
oh how i wish this love would never end.

I went to watch Prince Caspian yesterday(:
It was okay i guess..the most interesting parts were the battle ones though i admit they were a bit draggy.
Why couldn't the producers follow the book!! it would have been so much nicer.
even though the story in the book may be short, it captures so much more interest and holds so much more understanding than the 2hr+ movie.
I guess what upset me was that they didn't use some of the powerful speeches from the book.
they did use them for some of it, but the more heartwarming ones they failed to use. D:
there was no emotion in the words or actions i guess from the movie..
and they left out the more impt scenes from the start and the end.
I'm glad i read the book or else i wouldn't have known what was going on in the beginning!

But I guess it was fun going out with my classmates(:

went with sherilyn, amanda and lousy snail:P

"I Miss You"

Gimme a reason
Why I'm feeling so blue
Everytime I close my eyes, all I see is you
Gimme a reason
Why I can't feel my heart
Everytime you leave my side, I just fall apart

And when you're fast asleep, I wonder where you go
Can you tell me, I wanna know

Because I miss you
And this is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

Gimme a reason
Why I can't concentrate
The world is turning upside down
Spinning round and round
Gimme a reason
Why I now understand
The beauty and simplicity of everything surrounding me

You got a way of spreading magic everywhere
Anywhere I go, I know you're always there
It sounds ridiculous, but when you leave a room
There's a part of me that just wants to follow you too

It's such a hard life in most of the time
I'm just surviving
That's why I want you to know
In the world where sincerity has lost its meaning
You fill my world with so much hope

You know I miss you
And this all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all

You know I miss you
And this is all I wanna do
I know it doesn't sound too cool
But maybe I'm in love with you

You know I miss you
And this all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

I just miss you
Yeah, it's true
I miss you, baby
And when you're walking out that door
I know I miss you
You make me wanna ask for more
I just miss you
Yeah, it's true
I miss you, baby

Hmm this is the first darren hayes song i've heard. His voice is quite nice(: (thanks sher for the song(s) XD
haha I was listening to it in the mrt stn and when i came out into j8 i heard the busker singing the last line of the song..
ahh better go now, or else will be late for trg.

seeyou later!

My God is changeless in his love for me
and he will come and help me.
~PSALM 59:10 TLB

HEYHEY!

Finally back from trg..I missed Ms Chng(:
So it's decided then.

I thought about what she said.
Then i understood what she was indirectly telling me.
Nobody in my batch is good enough..so why not let a sec 2 take the lead?? Yeah. Why not.
I like my coach. wait. I love my coach(: but I think she just don't understand us.
It's okay. CEDAR BLAZERS RULE THE COURTS NO MATTER WHAT. YOU HEAR!!
Hahaha I am so proud of everybody today:D:D

We went onto the courts as players. We left as champions.

When we first started playing, I felt demoralised..Why was it so hard to just play your best, to give it your all? I wasn't very used to that kind of attitude. I'm sorry I gave the moody face): But everytime we got on, it was the same few who came out and pushed on and slugged it out..

But then. during the last 2 games, I could see everybody just so focused..all reaching towards the same goal. To show the others what we are worth. And I admire that(: I think we ALL have the potential man. Just need to put in a little more at a time. We've taken a leap today..WELL DONE!!
Natasha! You the best la you(: Jump a little higher next time and you'll be able to touch the sky. And you'll be twice MZ's height!! haha! Jiayou! Ande ah..Go put medicated oil okay(: and shake ur brains back to it's original position:D Evil-lyn, you are the best small thing ever. haha rock on okay! and the rest of the blazers, I'll write you guys in some other time):
Both your smiles are the same..
Both stares..I'll remember.
Both, just as unable to look after themselves.
They make me wonder..
I have started on my fourth book XD

And when the storm is passed,

the brightness for which He is preparing

us will shine out unclouded,

and it will be Himself.

~MORROW COFFEY GRAHAM

Hoho this is directly like the book i'm reading!! wow. Haha i should probably stop doing that wow thing:P I shall be going to watch Prince Caspian tmr!! wheeeee can't wait(:

Darius - Colourblind

Feelin' blue, while I'm trying to forget the feeling that I miss you

Feelin' green, when the jealousy swells and it won't go away in dreams

Feelin' yellow, I'm confused inside

A little hazy but mellow when I feel your eyes on me

Feelin' fine! Sublime!

When that smile of yours creeps into my mind

Nobody told me you'd feel so good

Nobody said you'd be so beautiful

Nobody warned me about your smile

You're the light, you're the light

When I close my eyes

I'm colour blind

Hello(:

Haha I just checked the blazers blog.. Hanis, you rock okay!! rock on(: I stole a few pics to put here..rarely have any cos Mandz and I don't have a camera (well at least she doesn't..I don't know where i put those cables...and the camera).

Whoo this picture is great cos it shows you the whackiness of the 3some Undersome(: but of course it hides the face of the innocent one:D Hahahahahaha! (The white one at the back..tying loose strings isit?)
Nobody died, don't worry. We COULD have, though..<-(hanis's comment)

now do you believe me when i say the blazer's have the same smile? Whee(:
Haha so cool.

Nat! They are so cuteeeeeeee!! haha all Kat's are(:(: And it looks like my fav movie characters!! haha no wonder it's ur favourite.

Mandz! haha you are weird so you need a weird name(: yup. hahaha omgsh you are all so funny! Hahaha and that gw!!! ohman. (maybe i can change that to "ohmandz" now :P) ReD LoBsTeR?? hmm. she got good taste (literally!) but i guess i won't mind gw dead and cooked. She might turn out better that way..

Today i went out to STUDY. haha oh wells. at least i did one chem paper(: okayokay only the mcq.. :P
went to j8 with my classmate Angie and tried to study at the library. Where we met the Joyful Amanda:D hahah she is weird. She went to j8 in the morning and called me to see if i was there. Then when i was there she was at plaza. then SHE CAME BACK. hahaha to show me her new Star Wars book. WHOOHOOOOOOOO! I rejoice with you amanda(: Angeline's friend came shortly before. She's now in the same school as Spinelli..

I am in love....with my book!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha maybe i'm in the same boat as Amanda:P
Wow. This is the first book (or series i should say) that makes me so interested to pick it up and read non-stop..I even had a dream about it. It's about the tribulation times. And what makes it even more interesting is that it's TRUE. As i keep reading i just keep saying "wow wow wow wow wow.."

Hope does not necessarily take the form
of excessive confidence; rather, it involves
the simple willingness to take the next step.
~STANLEY HAUERWAS

its telling me smth. directly to my face. i know it.
This was yesterdays..I took quite a while to figure it out but in the end understood(:
It's like the old time phrase i so liked by saint antoine "anything essential is invisible to the eyes"

He who has God and everything has no more
than he who has God alone.
~C. S. LEWIS MAY 26

I seriously have to stop sleeping so late..I'm havin funny sleeping patterns. Yesterday before trg I slept twice AFTER WAKING UP. haha and I keep having dreams..Each time i fall asleep I have a dream. Every night i'll have dreams. I'll share it with you all someday(:

Oh, tmr seniors are coming for trg..I feel happy. haha i guess trg has been weird without them..

and what happened yesterday..ahh. you know, it has really let me see what is important and what isn't. I guess ever since tournament ended there was no passion in trgs. it was different. I did not have that passion anymore. Because i saw all around me my teammates and juniors had no passion. I was disheartened. I was sad. But you know what? I've decided now that i shall just enjoy my time in trgs. I don't really care or mind if a junior becomes my captain. Because nobody else does. and i've set my priorities straight(: LORD guide me to do Your Will..

Talking about C. S. Lewis, I'll be watching Prince Caspian on thurs!!! Wheeeeee(:

Goodnight once again(: Sleep well.

My favourite kitty of them all:)

He looks like a mini Simba (lion king)!! lol.

Three out of the five kitties:D
(Brown one is the cutest again. HAHA.)


I'm so sad now that they're all GONE. Hope that they are in good hands:)

hello!

haha got much to tell you about my geog field trip today!!

the first place we went to was sungei buloh wetland reserve! before 8.30am it's free entry but after that time it will be 50 cents for students i think. poor people! how do they earn anything like that? but yeah we reached there maybe a few mins before 8.30 so we didnt have to pay anything! we set off on our first trail on the back mangrove paths. there, we saw many types of mangrove roots (knee roots, prop roots, hanging roots, and many many more i cant remember now). we walked quite a lot, on mangrove boardwalk, seaward trail also. it was really fun...but initially we got bitten by a lot of mozzies! felt itchy and scratchy all over.

genevieve, serena, nabilah and i were all fooling around like crazy....our main topic being MATING. yup haha we're that lame. ms lee (one of the teachers...super funny) told us the last time she went SBWR, she saw spiders the size of a man's head! we were horrified. but serena was like, so cool i wanna see. so dunno how the topic switched to spiderman and i said ok then serena should get bitten by the spider and become spidergirl. serena then started calling me spidermandz! oh my..why so many people use that nickname huh? what's wrong with my real name? short and sweet what...anyway then we gave each other superhero names. like nabilah wanted to be batgirl and genevieve insisted on lobstergirl. red one somemore! then i reminded her, you know red lobster is dead and cooked? then she said never mind! weird la!

oh and guess what i was supposed to be group leader and take charge of the data loggers! but we forgot to bring one of the wires, it was left in school so basically we couldnt use the data loggers. so i was just carrying it around for nothing since it's group leader's responsibility. after lunch, we went to bukit timah nature reserve. we began the long ardous tiring ascent. it was better than climbing the stairs i tell you. ying ying, serene and i agreed that track, basketball and netball should come here and train. i tried doing launches for the steep parts but it was too tiring and i gave up. we were concentrating more on ascending as quickly as possible as compared to observing the fauna or flora. when we reached the top, we spotted a green snake! maybe like 30cm long. with triangular head. in the grass. a lot of people took pictures of it.

oh and when we reached the bottom, there was this store selling ice cream and cold drinks so he made good business, seeing as to how hot and flustered we were. guess what, monkey business took place! story goes like that : nabilah bought a bag of keropok and left it to damia to take care of it since she wanted to go to the toilet. then damia left it on the bench where she was sitting. as nabilah came out of the toilet, a monkey from above suddenly jumped down and grabbed the bag of keropok and ran off! then after that another monkey saw and chased after him. wanting to get the keropok but the first monkey ran off and we were treated to a monkey chase on the roof tops. haha. then they disappeared. nabilah's reaction was so cute! she was like 'hey, that's MY keropok' and 'excuse me!' to the monkeys when they were chasing after each other. haha. nice experience huh?

we returned back to school and spent about 1 hour at the stage area there, doing the data logger thing. you know salinity and pH value of water collected from sungei buloh in 3 diff areas. during that time i spotted kathleen and sangu collecting balls from the stallroom as well as weishan and charlene! i also spotted jkok and mrs yeo. haha. i went home after the geog thing. was so tired. and i didnt bring suitable shoes for training since i expected the geog trip to last past 5 pm. (after training). so yeah. that's how my field trip went. how was training today then?

mandy(:

hahah i was reading the blog i made way way long ago..

"Even youths grow tired and weary.
and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.
Isaiah 40 30-31"

Spinelli was the one who told me to read that when i was down.

wow. i miss her loads...

Why would God promise a refuge

unless He knew we would need a place

to hide once in a while?

~NEVA COLE MAY 25

I'm tired. I felt weird the whole day. I hope I'll get better by tmr for trg...If only I could stay at home the whole hols. Wouldn't that be awesome..

Goodnight.

Crucified, laid behind a stone,

You lived to die, rejected and alone.

Like a rose, trampled on the ground,

You took the fall, and thought of me

above all..

Imagine you were the only one who had a tv..which means you were the only one who knew a dangerous cyclone was coming. A family of 10 moved in next to you, a grandfather, grandmother, father, mother and 6 kids. They do not know that immense death is coming. What are you going to do? .....There is no excuse. I have to own up. I have to discard myself from this world and walk in the spirit ~

Today's service was..heart-warming & soul burning!!!!!!!!!!!

Your right. While I was listening to you I couldn't sit still. My insides were burning. I want to tell the world about You. It isn't dreaded, but exciting. The exciting Times has come. It may be a burden, yet, it is a must. Give me the words to say, guide me to do Your Will..

Was talking to a few of my frens..suddenly it felt different. It was grief. They are not saved..

yesterday.

whoa. I shall start halfway through the day(: it was after the OAI facilitation course..Took a long one hr ride and a slow walk home and when i came to the door, i found out i had left my key at home. My whole family was somewhere far far away and they just left home half hr ago so they said they were not going to come back for me): they were only coming back home after dinner so i had 6 hrs left.

My first thoughts were to climb over the fence though there were ppl and cars driving past once in a while. I remembered the time my sis climbed over the fence cos nobody answered the doorbell..haha! but then i still wouldn't be able to enter the house. so i started calling ppl. first was the silly bum, which told me about the Thunderpants and about how a baby farted his way out of the womb... ...so i gave up and called some other sane ppl:D

The sun was hot and it was frying my brains so i shifted to the playground instead. it was quite deserted and so i rested a bit there while listening to 90fm..then i took out my Prince Caspian book and read one chapter, but was tired so i just started scribbling on my Instr notebook some nonsense. which was quite a failure. I wrote 2 pgs but look at my first line, "3+pm. I'm at the park near my park." yeahh.

Then Spinelli called half an hr later.

She said that i could go over to her place:D So she fetched me all the way to her house..We started talking about the farewell and x-country. We fooled around for another 3 hrs. Then they brought me to swensens! haha can you believe it I nvr went there before..I missed the chance when weili brought the team while i had a fractured ankle): It was filled with Narnia!! Whee. Dinner was great. THANK YOU SPINELLI FOR SUCH A GREAT TIME AND RESCUEING ME ONCE AGAIN(:

I think being locked out of the house was a blessing in disguise..So i say, Thank you Lord for blessing me with such great friends to rely on and for giving me another path out of the dark!! To show me that You are still there beside me protecting me and guiding me all the way.

p.s Spinelli! you are super funny k. haha what the "why is janell so serious? I can't ....." hahaha! don't worry, I'll keep quiet about it(:(:

heyazz!!

haha so glad cross-country's over! it was hot and tiring and a killer!

anyway its like i think cedar netballers just rock so much. have you ever heard of anyone who started FROM THE BACK to end up in such good positions? I really think we should be promoted 10 positions for sheer grit and perserverance. but the rankings are not important. i have to say some really important thank yous and sorrys first.

THANK YOU!! Thank you to the sec 3 netballers. You guys just rock so much. I loved the outing afterwards, and i loved the way we almost (key word almost) screwed up our seniors farewell yesterday to in the end have it turn out so well. i wanna thank you guys for however crazily it sounds actually walking from tp to tampines mall. imagine the calories we burned! (: i also wanna thank kathleen, natasha and evelyn for setting the pace for x-country for me. i dont think i could have perserved with your help. i also wanna thank natasha especially, for agreeing to slow down towards the end of the x-country because i asked her to. otherwise i might have given up and started jogging instead of running. and because we slowed down, i had time to catch my breath and energy left to sprint the last 200m.

SORRY!! Sorry to Afiqah, Hanis, Husna and Andeline especially. Sorry we didn't slow down and wait for you to sort out your problem and ran on ahead. Our plan was always to run AS A TEAM. So very sorry for breaking our promise.

Looking back, I think these last 2 days we(the sec 3 netballers) have been through a lot as a team. Haha...I hope we will always have this special bond ok?

Alright, and just to prevent this post from turning into an Oscar Award Aceptance speech, remember our promise ok? We are gonna train hard and achieve our dreams next year! (Haha, now I think I know why Mrs Jai said I was a team player. But it's still so weird!)

Love always,
Mandy(:

P.S. THE HOLIDAYS ARE ON US!!!!! Good or bad, you decide. XD

Hey:)

CROSS COUNTRY WAS GOOD. Haha. GREAT job ppl! We did really well considering that we started RIGHT at the back of the huge Sec 3 pack. Oh well. It doesn't REALLY matter what we win. As long as we know that we have done our best, we should be proud of ourselves:) Sorry Ande, Fiish, Sangu, Hanis n Hus for going ahead:(

The outing afterwards was so crappy man.. we made complete fools of ourselves and received many stares i am sure. HAHA. BUT, IT WAS funnnnnnnn;)

It was great singing all those rockin' songs with ya kat. HAHA. tho im sure many tot tt we were mad ppl:D

SO. It is officially the START OF THE JUNE HOLS!!!!!! Although i don't think i'll be enjoying it much wat with all the hw n tests coming up after the hols:( Not much of a holiday but i know i won't find it tough to make time for FUNNNNNNNNN too:P

SEEYA SOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNN:)

TASHI.

last day of term

Today is the last day of term 2!!!! Hahah don't know whether to say I'm happy or sad.. I'll just say happy(:

quite an exciting day today. hmm let's see. Class. First period had physics! We launched rocketssss:D sunshine and i were discussing abt our fav topics again(: she is a future terrorist man.

den maths was nice. NOT. He came in and started telling us abt our common tests in term 3. then he gave out holiday hw which he encouraged us by saying "It can be done in 3-4 HOURS.. it's just FORTY-SIX slides!" then he started the excercises for properties of circles!!! whoohoooooo. the first one he did in 6 steps. He said it was the "professional way of doing". my table partner found a way to do it in two steps. yup. but he made up for it by giving us hello pandas:D

Chinese was eventful. fullstop. and reading was class cleaning..which sunshine invaded my privacy. she put detergent on my butt. and said it was soft like my face. ewwwwwwwwww. She needs to be sent to woodbridge pronto!
Bio ended sad. Ms Tan is not teaching us for the rest of the year!!!!!!! D: we were all groaning awayyyy when she told us that.

After school was more eventful. two monitress meetings!!
hmm. The first was confidential(: so i shall not say anth. but i think it was good and i just told them wat i wanted to say. we should have more of these things in future(:
The second was choosing of exco. CONGRATS NUTTYPRO MY FRIEND!!!
and good luck too(:

when we went down for seniors farewell they had eaten all the pizzas alr! D: den they sung "happy farell" to themselves. After that parveen called me to one side. you know what she said. "Kathleen i tell you a secret okay." den she whispered, "I think you look really handsome. really." den i stood there and stared.. hahaha and you know what she said to make things even better?? " I mean it from the bottom of my heart!" whoa. Hahaha tsk so direct man. Den after being left in a state of shock for a while, shakila said "omg Nair! you told her?!" And they called me HB for the rest of the day. D:

Farewell was quite okay actually! even though the timetable was quite messed up:P whoa the water part was a bit overboard and disasterous though. I'm really sorry sorry sorry to those that i wet ur notes!!! D: hmm the water was coldddd. Parveen poured the whole content's of her tumbler down my back and raihan my sides and irdayu half a tumbler on my head. gosh i was soaking wet. could feel the water runing down into my pants. Haha but it was fun(:

Haha Mandz! I think Hus is jealousss..hahaha we must show her more love next time:P Hahaha you know when we were doing the "5 minutes" I felt like the old Mandz was back. the same bouncy old you who loved fooling around. as in having fun. not any other way:D

Okay gotta get some good sleep now. Have been waking up at 4+ these few days:P I'm trying to change my sleeping pattern. looks like i'm doing a horrible job..haha tmr is cross-country!! Jiayou's ppl!! seeya(: niteynite.

hey guys!! (or galz actually)

haha just read some of the more recent posts.

nat...yup the kids at the kidznet carnival were SOOOO cute! haha on the whole i would say its pretty fun. and yeah, its SCARY the number of people having birthdays in May. too many already! rock on january babies (the rare breed) like me, hoi yan, husna, tricia, etc!!

kat... haha well im so sorry i didnt inform you i was gonna watch the gala premiere of PRINCE CASPIAN!! it was kind of last minute that my mom told me she won the tix. but anyway, like i said the movie was way too long esp the battle scenes. but its ok. i love edmund. hes so rocking this time round!! and i love the sad ending. well ok i was really upset. but its nice still.

today we had this silly leadership training. it was so annoying that we didnt manage to do caterpillar!! can build up butt muscle you know! then like our rocket so shi bai can. how disappointing.... but at least my class had fun going crazy sometimes. although we also got frustrated! you know the 2 groups in my class were called kuku and malu. haiyo! guess which group i was in? haha i know you guys will instinctively think kuku! but i was in malu. haha and we sure made ourselves 'malu' with our horrendous rocket launcher which 1st time made a failed launch and 2nd time launched backwards!

haha anyway ande and kat(the morning bird) are so scandalous !! oh my!

btw looking forward to seniors farewell tmr! hope its a success.

mandy(:

Goodmorning(:

haha i woke up early today. more than an hour has gone by.. Now i can conclude I'm a morning person cos I woke up at 4+am and I'm not sleepy!! I am now multi tasking of doing last min researching on mobile phone addiction and studying bio.

Yesterday was tiring..I was being chased around the class room by this goose LEE SI MIN. tsktsk. What do you have against me!!! D: hahaha but it turned out to be a 0ne-against-three battle, you being the one(:

Mandz ah!! you awful person. nvr tell us you were going to watch the gala premier of Prince Caspian!! Lousy bird. haha but looking forward to seeing your fav "sad ending" (: hopefully going next thurs.

Mojojolene you silly goose!! Hahah it's been a long time hasn't it? It was nice talking to you yesterday(: Mustn't be so sad and down okay.. and stop asking me that question!!!!!!!!! XD you are one funny bum. must SMILE always cos you look prettier when you smile:D haha rock on dudette, love you lots(:

Character cannot be developed in ease
and quiet. Only through the experience
of trial and suffering can the soul be
strengthened, vision cleared, ambition inspired,
and success achieved.
~HELEN KELLER

I love Helen Keller's words(:(: It's just so true.

I gtg get ready for school now..you know i got this feeling of looking forward to hols, but yet don't want school to end? haha weird. okayokay good luck for eng TA later!!

YO.

The KidzNet Carnival was FUN:)

The kids were so SMALL and CUTE. HAHA. It was kinda fun watching them play netball. For some it was their first time playing so yeah.. you can imagine the scene:P

I got the MARAUDERS MAP from Felicia and anunu!!! YAY. So cool. The only problem is that i don't know how it works:( haha. I realised that a lot of ppl's birthdays are in MAY. Including SCARY Sher Min!! AHHH. I hope she doesn't see this or she'll be chasing me for the whole last week of the term. *cuddles with eunice* Kathleen! See la, why you go n unprivatise the blog?

HEHE. anyways, today was kinda uneventful. ATE GRAPEFRUIT:)

OKAYS THEN..

tata for now~
TASHI.

p.s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHER MIN:) and HAPPY early BIRTHDAY SYAZZA!!

Hope all MAY babies all over the world have WONDERFUL BIRTHDAYS full of CAKE and KISSES and HUGS and most importantly, LOVE.

hahaha!

Hahaha Ande is super funnaye..

She says she wants to come to my hse for team bbq.
hahaha she want's to burn down my house la..

Kat-the-leen says:
i'll invite all cept you
Kat-the-leen says:
cos you'll want to burn my hse down
Kat-the-leen says:
i can see through ur plan dude
Andeline says:
OMG HOW DID YOU KNOW?????????
Andeline says:
WHO!?? WHO TOLD YOU?!!!
Kat-the-leen says:
don't you know!! I'M A MIND READER
Kat-the-leen says:
I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE THINKING
Andeline says:
OHHHHHH I'M SCARED!
Kat-the-leen says:
YES
Andeline says:
what am i thinknig now?
Kat-the-leen says:
I KNOW THAT
Kat-the-leen says:
YOU ARE THINKING
Kat-the-leen says:
OF
Kat-the-leen says:
MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Andeline says:
DUH!
Andeline says:
i'm talknig to you!
Kat-the-leen says:
but i know
Kat-the-leen says:
YOU WANT ME VERY BADLY
Andeline says:
whoooooooo
Andeline says:
I want to burn down your house very badly(:
Andeline says:
ya i wanna burn down your hse so you can come live with me(: (:

ahh..confessions of a blazer (that's our team name btw, it just happened to be coincidental of the meaning:P) . i just thought it very unexpected so i posted:P
now the world knows, andy!! hahaha if i go missing you know who to find.

God has a thousand ways
where I can see not one;
When all my means have reached their end
Then His have just begun.
~Esther Guyot

Hello dudettes

heh it is unprivatized again due to complaints..(:
I CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH PRINCE CASPIAN EVEN THOUGH IT HAS LOUSY REVIEWS:D

Today i was attacked many times..
1st attempt: ADA (Amah De Amah, or as Sunshine says, A Dangerous Ass), had me drenched first thing in the morning. with my own weapon!! but since she is my old ancestorous great grandmother and has a very dangerous *ahem*, I decided to give her another chance:D

2nd attempt: I collecting forms for xcountry and my dear fren gene who has wonderfully long legs refused to walk 2 tables down to give it to me, stood at the back of the class and threw tentrums. So i told her that it must be amanda's bad influence and both should go for anger management courses. And what did i get for that good advice? A pen thrown at me. Thank you oh lovely gentle Amanda(:

3rd attempt: I went back to my table and complimented Gene on her excellent tearing skills. She threw a marker and it hit my chin. They really do have to go for those courses..

4th attempt: I was back to doing work..when suddenly. A pencil hit my back. Excuse me, but have i become a stationary stationery target?? tsk tsk. I turned back and there was sherilyn laughing like a loony. whoopee!

The Daily Attempter: Joan and Anusha. I've a feeling they are both conspiring against me........ I think they're just too jealous of me XP hahaha.

hmm. Everyday i hear the news. Everyday my heart tears...
It has just become so obvious.
The end is drawing nearer..
it seems so far. Yet so near.

The sun does not shine for a few trees

and flowers, but for the wide world's joy.

~HENRY WARD BEECHER

Last October..

I couldn't breathe..literally.
There's somthing wrong with me. I've never been like this before.
Maybe I'm taking trg too fast.
Or my lungs are shrinking.

There was that pain in my chest.
Maybe I'm becoming asthmatic like Indudu.
Or could it be? ...

Last October has returned.
Ohdear I am once again confused.
and lazy to do maths.

my ankle is hurting. and my 2.4km is tmr..
dang.
the bus ride home was so long.
I stood on all 3 buses.
cos i couldn't bear to sit.
I don't like those ppl who sit on the green chairs.
except old ppl.
just now there was this old frail man who was carrying some stuff.
He couldn't hold is balance! kept falling when the bus moved,turned or stopped.
I wanted to just put out my hand and hold him for the rest of the journey.
He had that look of fear in his eyes..
urgh.

hey I changed the skin..hope ya'll like it(:
I found the old one plain:P
shall go and privatize this thing soon..I promise.

Today something awkward-amusing thing happened.

and i'm not gna say til i make this blog privateeeeeeeee(:(:(:
yepyep! Ah Mand, I guess we're all just human.
Things can not be forced.
Some things are better let go.
If it bothers you, drop it. It's not worth your brain and heart cells.
What is past, is past. There's no turning back..

Look ahead! That's what wei li always tells us.
"Look ahead on the court for other options if one of them is not free!!"
or
"If she cannot come out, Go for the other one!!!!!!!"

yeah i guess we can always apply that on our daily lives too(:(:
and you know what, I'm doing that right now:D

goodnight lovelies(:
-this shall be the last post before i change it to private:D

hey peeps!

kat i really feel this blog has got to be private. not that im afraid people might sue us for slander or unflattery comments or whatever(cos we never said bad things about people anyway...cept maybe for that thunderpants thing) but its like people who should NOT be here, come here and read OUR comments and i dunno....spread rumours and all that.

but then again, you think, if's its private means only the 3 of us can read it, and really, part of the point of having a blog is for people (you know) to come and read and keep updated abt us.

anyway, recently i've been feeling really confused nowadays. not stressed just really confused. confused about ...many things! have you ever felt like sometimes people whom you think are a certain sort, can still totally surprise you at times? gosh...anyway i think i shall take a leaf out of the 2 of your books and draw strength from God.

i've just been thinking about someone. and guess what, i saw her on the bus home today. i have just gone through a myriad of feelings. first, i felt angry and very very mad at her. i was thinking of the things she'd done/said to me or about me and i felt really resentful. really prepared to let rip with all my feelings of dissatisfaction. then boom! guess what? i started crying. yes, crying!! can you believe that? i never thought i would cry for her. she doesnt even deserve it. and im crying because i dunno, because i feel like its my fault she doesnt like me. when i dont even like her?? and its like i try my hardest to hate her for the things she's done/said to me or about me, but its getting so hard? even though i know its just her attitude, its really just her fault and not mine...i wish things would get much better anyway. why do i crave her acceptance so much? who is she to me anyway? why does she always see me and start frowning and pulling on a long face? why??

the big question is WHY DO I EVEN CARE ABOUT HER? its not like she makes my earth revolve. ok i think i gotta take a step back and evaluate this. maybe i shouldnt get so emo...im blaming it on PMS.

a not-sure-how-i-feel-right-now
mandy

hellos

Heather's OFFICIAL favourite colour: GREEN

She wanted to smuggle a honey melon pudding which was wrapped in green from Fairprice to prove her point...had to buy it in the end cos she didn't want to let go. :P

Today I finally packed clean my den. It looked like the cyclone gave me a visit..

I feel the pain for the world.
This morning when the pastor reminded us of the myammar incident, it came to me again.
The end times..
Then suddenly a few peoples' names came into my head.
This is just the very beginning..The real thing hasn't even begun.
The books i've been reading. It's just an impression of what is gna happen.
It's really coming. No time to lose.
I've been thinking on it these few days.
The people around me have become so precious..
I need to get back to Him.

When the oceans rise,
or the thunders roar,
I will soar with you above storm..

hmm I've gotta do my linear law graphs now. cos mr tan wrote a threat note on the whiteboard. "Do exercise 1 and 11, or else..."
heh. better go do.
seeya(:

P.s I just wna say to all the momsies out there..HAPPY MOTHERS DAY :D

many things:P

I WAS SO TOUCHED BY WHAT YOU DID TODAY NAT..YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH:D

I'm feeling old.
I've got body aches everywhere!! D:
maybe I'm taking all this excercising too fast.


Tues: trg-leg ache D:
Wed: leadership trg-shoulder&back ache D:D:
Thurs: Napfa, Trg-stomach&arms&more leg aches D:D:D:

hmm today during SEL we discussed our 'class outing no.2' again.
decided to go to sentosa on the 20th June(:
I hope this works out and not cause more troubles..
It's quite sad to let ET down and down again.

I have this feeling..
that some of the ppl in my class are not happy.
I don't know what or who....
might be me. who knows what they are thinking?
I'm not a mind-reader.
there's still that tension somewhere.
whoopdewhoop.

haha I know the results of my chinese project already..we got chosen!
quite unexpected. but the more unexpected one was that me and sarah got highest.
well more like I'm the unexpected one:P

hmm I was on my way home when mom called me.
She asked me if i had anything impt on the last week of school.
cos we're going to JAPAN.
whoa. unexpected no. 2.
this'll mean i'll miss cross-country.
and other stuff for a whole week!
and sis will be missing her p5 camp too):

better go sleep now..Seeya tmr guys!!!!!
and goodluck to mandy.P and supposed fiancee. you the BEST *winks:D

It was God...who made the garden

grow in your hearts.

~1 CORINTHIANS 3:6 TLB

heyall..my fav songs!

I'm starting to love those slow sad songs..like mandy(:

~Mariah Carey, Byebye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
(Chorus)

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight

I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

~James Blunt Your Beautiful
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

THANK YOU BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE.

THANK YOU KAT N MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE LOVE LOVE THE THUNDERPANTS GIFT!!! Will go watch it as soon i can:) I know you'll went through quite a bit of trouble to find it, so THANK YOU once again! Many thanks to the netballers, 3M (!!), ex 1C/2C peeps and all those LOVELY people for ur FABULOUS voices, prezzies and CAKE:) LOVE YOU GUYS!!

Today was FUN!! I liked the leadership course!! THE GAMES WERE AWESOME:) hehe. i mean doing it with 3M was FUN and AWESOME!! I really enjoyed myself. BUT. I think that the rocket launcher thing took way too long. Actually was kinda boring:( OH but Kat's grp did WELL. No, WONDERFUL. haha. Congrats Kat and mates:)

Alrighty i gtg now.

See ya at training;)

LOVE,

TASHI.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUTTYPRO!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOO YOUUUUUUU

HAPPY BIRRRRRRRRRRTHDAYYYYYYYYY TOOOOO NUTTY PROFFESSSSSOOOR,

HAPPYYYYYYYYY BIIIRRRRRTHDAYYYYYYYYYY TOOOOOOOOO YOUUUUUUUUU!!

Haha yay!!! Your 15, 15, 15 bebeh!! One year older and more mature (I hope)!!!

Go watch THUNDERPANTS yeah! and learn a few tricks! :D

Heheh!!

You rock gal and you know it(:

I LOVE YOU SILLY GOOSE BUM!! :D


A bird does not sing because he has

an answer-he sings because he has a song.

~BARBARA JOHNSON MAY 6

haha natasha! you are one of the many songs in life i sing(:(:

KAT<3

new day

haha just had a long chat with you guys.
I'm glad it's all out! (:(: I really hope things get better.

Mandy!! I really want to kill the lady lahhhhh. she ah. blind bat. grrr.. haha!
Her eyesight is worse than me without my glasses!!

Haha jus now i was doing maths..then my mom called me to look after ethan.
I went down and got fed up rocking his sarong cos he was jumping inside.
So i carried him and ended up...
SLEEPING ON THE SOFA!
haha he was lying on my tummy. we were both snoring away..

Today dad and I got lost while going to school. Hannah was sick so he had to send me):
She missed her physics MYE!! D:
I think my dad was still sleepy..so we detoured for 20min!
Hahaha aiyoya.

Hope is the anchor of the soul, the stimulus

to action, and the incentive to achievement.

MAY 5

I'm still trying to figure out this one..chamology!!

WHOOOHOO YEAH! I'm starting trg tmr!! Whoopee!

heh heh seeya all tmr man(: unless i get sick last min again D:

kat(:

yesterday i went for my first real run(: in last yrs netball jersey tee!

I ran about 3km with my dad. I was so disappointed with myself...
As I was running I felt really giddy. Then i stopped at the last 100m around hannah's hse.
I felt so loser can. Then i told my dad not to wait for me.
I guess I felt so bad I started running again.
I don't know what is wrong with my brain these days!
Then I saw my dad waiting for me at the junction but i continued jogging. I am such a nice daughter(:

But i stopped again outside number forty.
Cos i saw him.
WHIDEY!

ahh I missed you so so much..

but now at least you have a companion..

still the same sore-throated voice,

and long uncut hair(:


We stood outside there for a while till somebody came out to see why there was so much noise.
When we got back, I was stretching and cooling down, then i heard the song of the 3 underpants pirates from nickelodeon.
Heh it suddenly came to me that the three of us are like them..
All nutty and slightly insane with many crazy ideas.. and look at their name!
Underpants...look no further, that's us animated on tv! haha!


Then came the song of jimmy neutron. Hey when we left the previous JN show just ended.
So that means we finished within the time of 10+ min. hmmm..

It felt nice to finally sweat again..

To feel it running down your face

and feel the heat radiating from you.
WHOA.
it's been a long time.


I turned back to ask my dad how long we took then i saw him tearing.
it's not the first time seein him like this but i guess this time is different cos i think i know why..
it's because of me.
He's been quite sad that we've not been spending time together..
He wanted to go to pulau ubin that day with just me and keshia.
then i backed out on that morning itself..
I will try to put in more effort and more time next time..

Then i stood up and suddenly felt blood rushing out of my brain..I felt woozy.
but my dad called me and we sneaked to the swing..to drink COKE(:
then we sat and it was silent...

The splendor of the rose and the whiteness
of the lily do not rob the little violet of its scent

nor the daisy of its simple charm. If every

tiny flower wanted to be a rose, spring

would lose its loveliness.

~THERESE OF LUSIEX MAY 3

I love this poem..It's so simple yet so deep. wow(:

p.s. Mandy don't break your promise ah! Tmr diedie must go...

haha now i think i know why jin zaw loves mcfly so much. was just listening to some of their songs like room on the 3rd floor, obviously, 5 colours in her hair. but anyway, evil-lyn (haha sorry i mean evelyn) introduced me to THE HEART NEVER LIES. awesomest song ever. ok i knew about it a long time ago. but i forgot about it i guess. but recently just heard it. must give it a try. it's such an awesome song. so true so sweet so touching!!!

Some people laugh,
And some people cry,
And some people live,
And some people die,
And some people run,
Right into the fire,
And some people hide,
Their every desire

[Chorus]
But we are the lovers,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies

And some people fight,
And some people fall,
Others pretend,
They don't care at all,
If you wanna fight,
I'll stand right beside you,
The day that you fall,
I'll be right behind you,
To pick up the pieces,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies

Woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhooh
Woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaoooooaaahhoooh

Another year over,
And we're still together,
It's not always easy,
But I'm here forever,

[Chorus]

Yeah, we are the lovers,
I know you believe me,
When you look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies,

Cause the heart never lies, yeah,
Cause the heart never lies

sweet right? such a great great song. haha anyway yeah thanks for the vid nat! although its kind of random right? haha. and kat....dont think i shall blog about those funny happenings cos its kind of personal. and besides, i should be doing something else and not blogging now. wasted lots of time today already. haix...nvm

cheers,
mandy(:

Hey i tried adding a video clip.. this song's : Cry Me A River

hey there

actually im kind of pressured by kat to post here...i don't see why i should when idont have anything valuable to add.

ok first off, i felt that today was JUST LIKE MONDAY. not friday. weird huh?

then like today gvv didnt come to school. hmm...really weird without my partner to be honest. ok its good not to get pinched/insulted/scolded/made to feel inferior for one day i guess. but its like got no one to talk to. then its like hmm...quite sad life....relied on doing maths and looking like a nerd to get by the day.

about school work, i love history. well kind of. mr chai is like so super enthu about it. we;re learning about russian revolution...you know the tsar Nicholas II and Bolsheviks/Mensheviks and Liberals and Socialists? sounds confusing? but its kind of interesting after a while. esp the song by boney m about rasputin. omgosh. haha, its so sick. charis said she'll put it on her blog! and mrs koh was quite ok today about coasts. at least i understood what she was teaching. ms chng so blur, she didnt come to my class until 25 mins after lesson started cos she forgot about us!! then we were just about to go celebrate but indu and christine went to find her....so we kena lesson. haha!

yup anyway hope that the 10 may thing for natasha can be sorted out.cos jojo and i cant go, we got the RJC thing. hmm....sad eh....speaking of which....gotta go prepare my presentation on the status and resolution of kosovo, and nuclear non-proliferation!! haix......

bye guys!
mandy (:

labour day:)

HEY.

It's LABOUR DAY. Oh happy belated birthday crab!! Today was kinda boring.. i woke up really really late. (11:30am!!) haha. After lunch i was bored, so i started drawing and sketching random stuff.. ahhh i love drawing. It relieves me of all the stress and in this case, boredom. Then i decided to do some cleaning up.. Yeah.. not much of a holiday if you ask me.

Sorry Kat for "stealing" your phone. I thought that you would have at least fought back for it.. but you didn't so i just continued on to my classroom with it. Sorry if it caused any inconvenience:( With that aside, who may i ask is the person that two sec 3 netballers are so mad at? Someone enlighten me pls!

So what did you'll do over this sad one day long holiday? Anyone had some real fun at the North Pole or something?

Keep me updated!

tata~

<3tashi.>