HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMSIE!!
LOVE YOU LOTS(:

What i wrote today is true.
It really affects me alot..and its because you are so important to me, and i love you.
Happy 40th!
I thank the Lord for you each day. (:

ARGH.
Hahaha i had a post on AMANDA POH (and i will find out her tamil name soon) but it disappeared.
I think my com is trying to hint hint it doesn't like you!! xD
aye, Poh ah Poh. Hahaha you must be honoured man, I gave up my hw and flew for you can! Lousy bird. :D

My legs hurt from ytd.
We like trekked over 20km!!! D:
whew. And i have trg tmr. yikes.
Hahaha, but i'm really looking forward to tmr too!
I'm having this sports psychology class.
Yeah, I know its like for sports, but still! hahahah the word 'Psychology" is there(:
Today, I went to a bookstore, and i found this book on leadership.
whoa its good. Sadly, i don't have the money.
Its written by 2 psychologists. :D it was the first thing that caught my eye. haha!

hmm. I heard my granddad can go home next week. (:
He's having his last radiation thing on tuesday!
wow.
I really admire him for his courage, strength and..everything!!
Praise the Lord!! I don't know what would have happened without Him.
I still thank Him for opening his heart to Him..and really, just give thanks..sometimes i run out of words.
Okay, maybe most of the time when I'm too caught up.
Like ytd..all I could say was "I want a hug." (:
Don't fly, falcons.. Soar!

Ahh, what a day ytd was!
Haha but its late now, and i need my sleep.
So shall tell you all another day(:
But, thank you shuyi for what you said! I will bear that in mind..no bible, no breakfast!! :D haha and ;) to wenmin and others!! The Lord is good, all the time. All the time, God is good!

Goodnight and God bless!

TVPS!

Went to tvps@8 tday!
I realised i went back for the school, not for trs or whatever..& ofc you too, sis(:
Man it has changed so so much..I spent most of my time just remenising
Hahah okay guess what happened!
I went to umpire their inter-class nb games, (which i found out that mz went and didn't tell me): ) and when i arrived, i saw someone (I couldn't see, as i was without my eyes) running towards me and shouting smth.
Then when she came to me, she said "SENIOR, SENIOR!" *pause* "you don't rmb me ah?"
Haha yikes. :P
And you know what. She actually remembers my name. I asked her 4 times that day to call me by name, but everytime she calls me, she goes "senior, senior!"
ohmy. I feel old.

Then she introduced me to the P6 nb-ers. And they asked if i was from her batch.
"no,no, she's my senior! which means your senior senior senior."
eeeeeesh!! you dont wanna know what she said when we met the P3 netballers man.. D:
Hmm, but then again, I really admire her respect just cos I am a year older, and that she remembers me!
Which shows that i have made quite an impact in my jrs:D like charmaine! (who went from drama to netball & followed me n rmbd my name..yet i forgot hers :P sorry)
But sadly, maybe only my pri sch jrs.
& I wasn't even the capt. Maybe that's the problem..why do i feel that it's weighing me down. This aint the way its supposed to be.

Haha, the P6 jrs were my tour guide for the day.
Man I must've looked like a newcomer, not some person who studied in the school for 4 yrs:P
Wow they can really talk. & they are so daring, ask for my number sommore! hohoho!
aye. The most interesting was at the end, we went to the hall to watch their post-eye performance. They had catwalk!! *wheetwheet!
Ohman so funny! The first two were okay, then came this, this..guy in a tube? xD
He had earings, hairband, bracelet, necklace, hawaii skirt..ohgosh! HAHAHA
Aye, then i did smth maluating. haha but i guess cos the auntie found me pretty so she let me go. HAHA. okay. Ego moment. :P

Anyway, I had to leave cos my lovely cc asked me to do a store check at 12pm. She told me to do so at 11am the same day. ):
So I flew to Cedar, poked a snail on my way, and did store check.
I also watched abit Charlie's performance! I like their songs(:(:

don't cry.
I get affected too you know..
things may be harsh, the world unfair, but thats the way it is.
if you need anything or want to tell someone smth, rmb I'm always there.
I realised I havn't really been talking to you..though i see you everyday.
Cheer up(:
Don't be sad, it hurts me bad. ):

Hey:)

Being sick really aint nice. But ah well, all things happen for a reason. Chinese exam today was actually alright! haha. Thank goodness.

Don't worry kath, i've been praying for him.

Love ya peeps.

TASHI.

Hey I know I haven't posted anything for a long time. So I'll just like to let everyone know I'm still alive and well. Haha. Ok actually I'm doing this because I promised Kat yesterday I would blog soon, and in both this blog and the Blazers blog.

I'm curious Kat, why didn't you post those two posts? They were beautifully worded and had deep emotions in them. You should post them.

Right now while almost the whole of Cedar Sec 3s 2008 are doing their MT O levels and the Sec 4s their HMT O levels, I'm busy following the results of the American elections. Obama's about to win, he's got almost all the big states. I'm not into politics and I'm not an American, so I can't claim to know everything about these two candidates. I don't have a favourite. I just want the winner to help get America and the whole world out of this credit crunch crisis. And solve a lot of other pressing problems like climate change, etc.

I've been slacking so much lately. I should try to have more self-control, seriously. Although it's tough, cos it's officially the school holidays after all, I should relax and enjoy myself for a while right? Right! Ok I'm in self-denial. This post is turning out to be so so crappy. Seriously, I can't blog without any inspiration. Maybe next week I will have more interesting things to blog about, cos I've got my WEP work attachment thing. So everyone, I apologise for wasting 2 mins of your time for reading this, but just think about it, I also wasted about 4 mins of my time typing all this. Argh, holidays are turning my brains into mashed potato. I better go before I sprout more nonsense. Hopefully my next post will be more sensible yes?

Bye,
Mandy(:

Imagine coming home everyday, just to see his face! (:


Today on my way to school, we passed by pp stn.
Hahah! don't know why, i thought of you. Just because of that one time, you waited for me there. I thought of that laugh you always gave me, and all the other crappy things that we've done. You've helped to change my life, though you did not know, and that i will never forget. Just that simple action you did really struck me, and since then, I've not been the same. We didn't really even know each other then.
Outlaws, we were! Haha but then, it was because of that, I got to know you. I guess you were the first that i've known, to do what you did. You let me see, how just such simple easy actions, can touch a persons heart. To wait an extra 15 minutes for someone, and just laugh about million things that happened while you stoned, instead of rushing or just saying 'its okay'; making the effort to change the way you do things, even if its just once, to show that you care; the way you set aside all the differences, to make it feel like it was just me and you, heart to heart.
Wow, you don't know how much i've learnt from you! You have really inspired me, made me think, and you didn't even do much! And if you ask me now, I'd say that though i only knew you for more than a year, all the small things you've done, amounts to much more than what anyone has done in the past years of my life.
Now i think of you, i don't know whether to be sad that you're going, or laugh my head off because of all the crappy hilarious things we've done. hahaha! Ohwell. I'll definately miss a great leader, and friend, like you. (:
and all you did was self-control. You put Jesus first in your heart, and just because of that 10 minute action, i felt that tug in my own heart..

Haha okay, finally have pics to upload!

Me and bro! Aww just missed him doing a flying kiss!! just melts my heart... :p heh, he's mine for now anyways(: do we look that alike? ppl see us and go "*pause* they look so alike!" I bet the pause is cos they stopped themselves from asking,"are they twins?" HAHAHA!


yes, i know we don't look alike, but hey, I've proven i'm not the youngest or the only child yeah! I love you sistah's!, cos you never fail to make me smile(:

okay, i won't put up anymore..my face is priceless, heh heh!! cannot like that put so many:P or you'll never leave this page. XD

hm.
hahaha I did a long post that day, then decided not to post it. :P
nat and manz! Go check it out(:

Sunshine came to stay over at my place ytd xD
Ohgosh it was so hilarious.
Of the 7 yrs I've been staying where I am, ytd was the first day i got caught in the rain while walking home!! Hahaha so we crapped in a nearby carpark while waiting for the rain to stop. ohman so embarrassing.
Then reached home and finished math papers!! haha we're nerds i tell you!
hmm then I used the comp, but dunno why, first time it didn't want to shut down or do anything! (usually it likes to shut down by itself.)
Then went down and watched 'The Proud Family' or smth like that. HAHA we are so deprived.

ah, we mad scientist partners cannot rest without doing some science! xP
like the day we almost blew up the chem lab, or when we dug our hands into a sheeps heart..oh the good ole days!
heh anw, we snapped on our latex gloves and..made a man. :O
HAHAHA eh, it was difficult ):
we wanted to take pictures of our hard work, then when i was gna snap, there was a black out!
So we roamed around with candles..so romantic eh!

JIAYOU NATASHA AND EVERYONE ELSE FOR MOTHER TONGUE O'S TMR! :D
will be praying for you! Get well soon yeah?
p.s. can't wait for friday!

God bless!

God can do wonders with a broken heart
if you just give Him all the pieces.
Victor Alfsen

aye..so many things running thru my head.
confused.
so much time to think..none used.
I wonder what's wrong with me these days.
I need to get back
things are not what they seem anymore..i can't remain like this.

So many songs..I want to sing to you.
yet no words can compromise the way i feel.
its so balskdjfosdferijaewjfkdkl.
messed.
ohh why can't i turn off the radiooo.

I've been having dreams..like every other night.
Somehow i dreamt of falcon.
not once, but twice.
first one, i didn't see, i only heard voices.
they were given a near impossible task..but they didn't give up, they didn't whine
instead i heard them encouraging each other, telling themselves that they were gna make it.
and. it was a success. They did it!
Nothing is impossible, if you set your mind towards it.

the second, wasn't so much of talk, it was action.
They were everything i wanted them to be..not the bestest, nor the most enthu or entertaining or strongest or fastest or whatever.
What they did, was to look me in the eye, answer me when i spoke, and gave me their attention.
Just that bottom line of respect. (:
That's all i want.
To be treated like what i say actually means something.
If only that were true. I'd be more than proud (:

Netball today was fun!
haha havn't been enjoyin trg for quite some time now..
weili and ms chng both came down(:
then two other trainee coaches came, plus the main coach; lisa, national team coach!
She's tall. :O
My arms and legs look like they've been abused. By my skipping rope.
owww it hurt. I had like 6, 7 red lines on each arm man. yeoww!!
either the ropes too short, or i'm too tall. I'll take the 2nd option(:(:
So they sorta coached us to train for a test..hm. why are we still making these mistakes after all these years??
Ahwell, i've deproved too. My legs totally did not belong to my body today. ugh.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand, the jersey lady arrived! (:(:(:
Everythings decided ;)
heh it was just you and me today.
yikes sorry i keep um. yeah. wrong areas ah. xP

After trg was... heh. heh.
aye, failed meeting!
btw, i'm sorry i neglected both of you):
I was really really really really glad you came..it finally felt that, you cared.
But i guess i got carried away..
and i can feel the strain.
why?

haha nat!
i noticed your font looks like your handriting :D

zZz..i'm tired.
G'night ppl!
God bless(:

The Lord is truly our Saviour.

Going for the Youth Archdiocesan (ACTIV8 - Receive the power) was truly awesome and an eye-opener for me:) I'm SO happy i went. Just feeling the vibe, the hunger for God all around me, was enough to nearly bring tears to my eyes. Everyone was just on their feet praising the Lord, singing their hearts out. wow what an awesome experience. And such excitement to see so MANY youths, just like me, having the same, if not stronger connection and love for God.

Oh, how i yearn to receive the Holy Spirit, to be empowered to help & love everyone around me, no matter what the cost, what the sacrifice. I've always wanted to go overseas on a missionary trip, but now i know that it can all begin from right here in Singapore, my home. Missionary trips can come later on in life, perhaps in my 20s. But right now, i got to set that spark off, to love thy neighbour as God loves us so.

Oh Jesus how i love thee! Thank you so much for bringing me through all those moments of pain. All those moments of suffering, although i know i have yet to realise what true pain is, what the true meaning of suffering is. But i know, i have faith that you will be the one who will be by my side with each step i take throughout my life. Thank you.

Thank you for my awesome friends (yup, mandy & kathleen that includes you guys). You have worked through them to bring me joy, happiness and most importantly, friendship:)

PRAISE THE LORD!

Here the links to the some of the songs that we sang last saturday. Hopefully you will feel as touched by the Holy Spirit as i was:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwWYfwuTeaw

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iwoEU2uVDfw

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a7Sf0U7RKOI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GI5Yiyv5O0s

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Y8zP34AhuU


lots of <3
TASHI.

Btc is finally over..after all the running like mad chickens, the stress, the scoldings, the tension, the late nights after debriefs, rushing proposals, revising and worrying..its over. (:

Maybe i said all that a little too late? I didn't have a chance to say. I believed in second chances and i didn't want to spoil the mood in the first few days..i thought you would change. And you did. For the worse. I guess maybe I just couldn't stand it anymore. I couldn't even scold, or be angry..I didn't have enough energy or strength left in me to do that. Somehow you didn't really turn out like what I wanted you to. But then again, i love you for who you are, falcon.
You don't know that I would've broke down right in front of you yesterday. My hands were shaking again..it was one. against eleven. Whatever i said then and there was what I truly felt. There was no other person there to waver anything. Of course i had more to say, but i left it there..cos I know that actually, there was not much more i can do than to tell you. Nothing can be changed now. And what's over, is over. I was not pinpointing anyone, you are a team. One falls everyone falls.
We still have a month left, lets just move forward now okay? Your team is strong but the heart is weak. But I havn't given up on you. And i never will. (:

Haha, I really have to thank the instrs who gave me a hug ytd(:
Yes I almost teared when you teared, and I did when another of you almost did ):
But in the end, all is not lost! Jiayoujiayou!!
I must thank the cc dept (pronounced 'sissy department') for all the crazy times and laughter and tummy pains, special mention to: The CC Head, Maytavee!
The CC Second Head, Grace Tang the Awesome! (yes you put that in my phone ah you!)
My Fellow Kuku CC Attached, Wanehhhhhhhhhhh!
Sissy's unite!! Hahahahahahah cannot break your promise ah, must go work tgt this holsxD
just hope we don't get fired for being to extraordinarily lame.
Whoot! I think we're the most amazing ppl can! (cept extra waneh. :P kidding)
Haha i know we started out as 3 busy bees..all three of us had like. So many positions to keep and things to chase!! Then we bought an attached from an orrienteering merchant:D HAHAHAHA but she managed to chase all the things away(:(:

aye.
A bit of rest before we start chionging COALs proposals yeah?
whew.
Now gotta settle the nb stuff.
I called the jersey lady today!! hahaha so accomplished(:(:

okay. this is long
I shall go now..last day of sch tmr! Busybusybusy xP
Seeya!
God bless!! (: