POP POP POP

The nice things about waking at 5am and going home at 8pm..
is that I have the whole road to myself, the sunrise, the stars and the freedom to do what i want, cos no one's looking. :D
wow.
It feels good to walk into the dark estate, breath that fresh air, and clear my mind of all things in the morning..and night, by singing with my waterbottle microphone!
The feeling of You by my side is just, amazing.

Today was carnival day at RGS.
It was quite good! I realised I play only under pressure..
man, it reminds me of our sec 1 days..hah.

Rushed back to school after that.
Popping corn seeds!! Well yeah that sums up my 7hrs in school.
Ohboy. Its one tough job okay!

Doing proposals now):):
3 DAYS TO COALS.
man i'm feeling the heat now.. eep!

why did you turn out this way?
you've become like a stranger to me..

alright, seeyouall tmr!
God bless ((:

AHCHOO!!

5 days to camp.
And I'm falling sick..

At least my heart jumps&dances with the delight of a new day
(:


And I found that songgggg!! Listen, and tell me what you think!

Mi amor I'm not sure of the right words to say
Maybe these simple words will do best to best explain
What I feel in my heart
What I feel more each day
How to make you see
How to let you now
How to say how to say how I love you so
With words you understand
Words that get right trought to your heart
Here's the place to start

[Chorus]
Tu amor, I will always be
Tu amor, means the world to me
Estarás siempre en mi corazón
You're the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor.

Mi amor love you more with each look in your eyes
Maybe these simple words will do best to best describe
What I feel in my heart
What I'll feel for all time
How to make you see
How to let you now
I need you
With words you understand
Words that get through to your soul
Words that will let you now

[Chorus]
Tu amor, I will always be
Tu amor, means the world to me
Estarás siempre en mi corazón
You're the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor.

You're the one that
I need in my arms
Believe me these words
I say are words that come straight from my heart
How do I make you believe
Nothing else means as much as what you mean to me

Lovin' life because of You

40 min run.
Dragon boating.
Sports psychology workshop.

okay, I've been so busy these days, I've not been able to post of my EXCITING week.

SUNDAY
Jamming jamming jamming whoo! Haha finally got together abit of our performance for christmas(: Man, it's good to be back on the keyboard. You guys must come watch me okay?
living it anew again(:

MONDAY
Ohohohohohmy. The day me and MAYTAVEE TANSRISUWARN almost blowed the school up. whoop! Man, i think i exhaled too much gasoline. Did i say exhale? Sorry, i meant inhale:P
Ayeayeaye, it's getting to my brains D:
Oh i almost forgot. Our terrible market experience:P Hahaha thank you CHERIE for answering though you were sleeping and telling me what corn and popcorn was in chinese (okay actually your sis, but at least you asked her:D)

hahaha, hm. Smth happened on the bus ride home.
The bus was empty, but it was raining cows and donkeys outside, so it was really cold.
Then suddenly this lady who was sitting in front, came to sit next to me :O Oh my, I didn't know my heat radiates so far manz! Hahah!
But then that's not all, she started stretching!!! wow. So warm that she can start doing yoga? in the bus?

TODAY
Yeah i guess i've already listed out at the beginning of this post.
Run was alright, though i had to wake up like at 5am this morning to go):

Dragonboat was fun! Champions, we are. (:
Our boat won all the races? Haha but that's not impt. had fun, only saw one dead fish! Improvement, kallang basin, well done!!
Haha had malu moments out of the boat though..nyeh! hahaha.

Hm and another one at kfc. whaaa Nair, nair! and charlene!! thanks ah, well done.
Hahaha oh why oh why are netballers so crazy xD
Then on the way to school. Oh my i tell you, even the sec 1s are like lunatics! Hahah they won't disagree with me.

You give song to my lips,
dance to my feet,
how I've missed this feeling!

When I think about the heavens
the moon and all the stars,
I wonder what You
ever saw in me..

Hm what has happened to you two!
haha whew. finally finished doing the champion thing for ms chng.

trg is tiring. I wanted to do math today!
But ended up crashing for 4 hrs):
ow. Weili is draining our youthfulness.
No wonder she is forever 18!
Haha!

Aye. The start of a very busy hectic week.
COALs in a weeks time manz..
Ah well.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMSIE!!
LOVE YOU LOTS(:

What i wrote today is true.
It really affects me alot..and its because you are so important to me, and i love you.
Happy 40th!
I thank the Lord for you each day. (:

ARGH.
Hahaha i had a post on AMANDA POH (and i will find out her tamil name soon) but it disappeared.
I think my com is trying to hint hint it doesn't like you!! xD
aye, Poh ah Poh. Hahaha you must be honoured man, I gave up my hw and flew for you can! Lousy bird. :D

My legs hurt from ytd.
We like trekked over 20km!!! D:
whew. And i have trg tmr. yikes.
Hahaha, but i'm really looking forward to tmr too!
I'm having this sports psychology class.
Yeah, I know its like for sports, but still! hahahah the word 'Psychology" is there(:
Today, I went to a bookstore, and i found this book on leadership.
whoa its good. Sadly, i don't have the money.
Its written by 2 psychologists. :D it was the first thing that caught my eye. haha!

hmm. I heard my granddad can go home next week. (:
He's having his last radiation thing on tuesday!
wow.
I really admire him for his courage, strength and..everything!!
Praise the Lord!! I don't know what would have happened without Him.
I still thank Him for opening his heart to Him..and really, just give thanks..sometimes i run out of words.
Okay, maybe most of the time when I'm too caught up.
Like ytd..all I could say was "I want a hug." (:
Don't fly, falcons.. Soar!

Ahh, what a day ytd was!
Haha but its late now, and i need my sleep.
So shall tell you all another day(:
But, thank you shuyi for what you said! I will bear that in mind..no bible, no breakfast!! :D haha and ;) to wenmin and others!! The Lord is good, all the time. All the time, God is good!

Goodnight and God bless!

TVPS!

Went to tvps@8 tday!
I realised i went back for the school, not for trs or whatever..& ofc you too, sis(:
Man it has changed so so much..I spent most of my time just remenising
Hahah okay guess what happened!
I went to umpire their inter-class nb games, (which i found out that mz went and didn't tell me): ) and when i arrived, i saw someone (I couldn't see, as i was without my eyes) running towards me and shouting smth.
Then when she came to me, she said "SENIOR, SENIOR!" *pause* "you don't rmb me ah?"
Haha yikes. :P
And you know what. She actually remembers my name. I asked her 4 times that day to call me by name, but everytime she calls me, she goes "senior, senior!"
ohmy. I feel old.

Then she introduced me to the P6 nb-ers. And they asked if i was from her batch.
"no,no, she's my senior! which means your senior senior senior."
eeeeeesh!! you dont wanna know what she said when we met the P3 netballers man.. D:
Hmm, but then again, I really admire her respect just cos I am a year older, and that she remembers me!
Which shows that i have made quite an impact in my jrs:D like charmaine! (who went from drama to netball & followed me n rmbd my name..yet i forgot hers :P sorry)
But sadly, maybe only my pri sch jrs.
& I wasn't even the capt. Maybe that's the problem..why do i feel that it's weighing me down. This aint the way its supposed to be.

Haha, the P6 jrs were my tour guide for the day.
Man I must've looked like a newcomer, not some person who studied in the school for 4 yrs:P
Wow they can really talk. & they are so daring, ask for my number sommore! hohoho!
aye. The most interesting was at the end, we went to the hall to watch their post-eye performance. They had catwalk!! *wheetwheet!
Ohman so funny! The first two were okay, then came this, this..guy in a tube? xD
He had earings, hairband, bracelet, necklace, hawaii skirt..ohgosh! HAHAHA
Aye, then i did smth maluating. haha but i guess cos the auntie found me pretty so she let me go. HAHA. okay. Ego moment. :P

Anyway, I had to leave cos my lovely cc asked me to do a store check at 12pm. She told me to do so at 11am the same day. ):
So I flew to Cedar, poked a snail on my way, and did store check.
I also watched abit Charlie's performance! I like their songs(:(:

don't cry.
I get affected too you know..
things may be harsh, the world unfair, but thats the way it is.
if you need anything or want to tell someone smth, rmb I'm always there.
I realised I havn't really been talking to you..though i see you everyday.
Cheer up(:
Don't be sad, it hurts me bad. ):

Hey:)

Being sick really aint nice. But ah well, all things happen for a reason. Chinese exam today was actually alright! haha. Thank goodness.

Don't worry kath, i've been praying for him.

Love ya peeps.

TASHI.

Hey I know I haven't posted anything for a long time. So I'll just like to let everyone know I'm still alive and well. Haha. Ok actually I'm doing this because I promised Kat yesterday I would blog soon, and in both this blog and the Blazers blog.

I'm curious Kat, why didn't you post those two posts? They were beautifully worded and had deep emotions in them. You should post them.

Right now while almost the whole of Cedar Sec 3s 2008 are doing their MT O levels and the Sec 4s their HMT O levels, I'm busy following the results of the American elections. Obama's about to win, he's got almost all the big states. I'm not into politics and I'm not an American, so I can't claim to know everything about these two candidates. I don't have a favourite. I just want the winner to help get America and the whole world out of this credit crunch crisis. And solve a lot of other pressing problems like climate change, etc.

I've been slacking so much lately. I should try to have more self-control, seriously. Although it's tough, cos it's officially the school holidays after all, I should relax and enjoy myself for a while right? Right! Ok I'm in self-denial. This post is turning out to be so so crappy. Seriously, I can't blog without any inspiration. Maybe next week I will have more interesting things to blog about, cos I've got my WEP work attachment thing. So everyone, I apologise for wasting 2 mins of your time for reading this, but just think about it, I also wasted about 4 mins of my time typing all this. Argh, holidays are turning my brains into mashed potato. I better go before I sprout more nonsense. Hopefully my next post will be more sensible yes?

Bye,
Mandy(:

Imagine coming home everyday, just to see his face! (:


Today on my way to school, we passed by pp stn.
Hahah! don't know why, i thought of you. Just because of that one time, you waited for me there. I thought of that laugh you always gave me, and all the other crappy things that we've done. You've helped to change my life, though you did not know, and that i will never forget. Just that simple action you did really struck me, and since then, I've not been the same. We didn't really even know each other then.
Outlaws, we were! Haha but then, it was because of that, I got to know you. I guess you were the first that i've known, to do what you did. You let me see, how just such simple easy actions, can touch a persons heart. To wait an extra 15 minutes for someone, and just laugh about million things that happened while you stoned, instead of rushing or just saying 'its okay'; making the effort to change the way you do things, even if its just once, to show that you care; the way you set aside all the differences, to make it feel like it was just me and you, heart to heart.
Wow, you don't know how much i've learnt from you! You have really inspired me, made me think, and you didn't even do much! And if you ask me now, I'd say that though i only knew you for more than a year, all the small things you've done, amounts to much more than what anyone has done in the past years of my life.
Now i think of you, i don't know whether to be sad that you're going, or laugh my head off because of all the crappy hilarious things we've done. hahaha! Ohwell. I'll definately miss a great leader, and friend, like you. (:
and all you did was self-control. You put Jesus first in your heart, and just because of that 10 minute action, i felt that tug in my own heart..

Haha okay, finally have pics to upload!

Me and bro! Aww just missed him doing a flying kiss!! just melts my heart... :p heh, he's mine for now anyways(: do we look that alike? ppl see us and go "*pause* they look so alike!" I bet the pause is cos they stopped themselves from asking,"are they twins?" HAHAHA!


yes, i know we don't look alike, but hey, I've proven i'm not the youngest or the only child yeah! I love you sistah's!, cos you never fail to make me smile(:

okay, i won't put up anymore..my face is priceless, heh heh!! cannot like that put so many:P or you'll never leave this page. XD