Friday, August 29, 2008

David Cook- Always Be My Baby

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
oooohhh I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

He knows my name



I love this song(:

I have a Father
He calls me his own
He'll never leave me
No matter where I go

Thursday, August 28, 2008






heeee.. sorry couldn't help it. Ahh, to think he is turning 1 in 2days time.
Wow.

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

heyy.

be happy people:)
cause happy is good.

even when we are busy mugging for exams or doing something else, we should still take things in our stride and just jiaaaa youuuu:D be happy while studying you'll:)) WE CAN DO IT!!

then after this tiring period we can try to rest our brain cells and go out together more often k? catch up on all the time that we haven't spent hanging out together (which is actually quite a lot).

take care and may the lord bless you guys.

loveeee youuuuuuu.
Remember the days, so painful, but sweet...ahh that smell. It refreshes my memory of you.
Ahh. It's true. I'm dying...no time to even breathe anymore! D:
Trg was fun(:
seniors came back to play.
I can see they have lost a littttttttttttle of their touch. But so have I. Rahh.
Haha it's funny if you know where i learnt that from.
Cherie. Heh. She is (okay, was. don't know about now:P) always rahh-ing..
wow.
She still has that touch of overpowering ppl.
Used to be my model yeahh..til I found out, the best model, is the one inside of you(:

Darn, that took me awhile. A while too long i hope not.

As we come into Your Presence we remember every blessing

That You've poured out so freely from above
Lifting gratitude and praises for compassion so amazing
Lord, we've come to give You thanks for all You've done

Because of Your love, we're forgiven
Because of Your love, our hearts are clean
We lift You up with songs of freedom
For- ever we're changed because of Your love
hey fellow undersome'z peeps!

sorry i haven't been able to blog for so long. i think i prob won't blog much from now till after the exams yeah? i'm totally not yet in mugging mood. which is scary cos exams are so close now.

i actually forgot what i wanted to say in this post. anyway a lot of things have been happening recently and i can't say i'm very happy with them. yeah the upcoming exams are one of them but i've got tons of other things on my mind at the moment. i think i might explode soon.

what's the point of finding out abt something only to realise you can't change it anymore?
when you know it's too late, when you know you could have and should have done it earlier?
i really miss you so much, but do you even remember me? do you still care about me?

i think basically what i'm doing right now is just being on auto-pilot. i'm not having fun anymore. i go to school, i go through the motions, i come back home, i go onto the computer, then force myself to do homework or study. it's quite monotonous. i think it's prob because i don't really have anything to look forward to right now. unless you count exams. which is just gonna get my blood pressure up.

i really don't like how things are turning out. i can't find a way out.
i trust in the Lord to lead me, because right now, i don't find any more satisfaction.
i want this to end very very soon. hopefully it'll be out before october ends.
even then, november can't come soon enough.
everytime it's like a torture for me, i try to bear it, they think i've lost the plot.

yeah so anyway, i gtg go now.

see you guys in sch,
mandy(:
maybe next year, i'll be back where i belong, back where i know i won't be looked down upon.
november really can't come soon enough.

Monday, August 25, 2008

AHHHH MATHS IS KILLING MEEEEEEE!!!!!

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Hm. I have alot of hw to do..and gotta start mugging soon. like now. Darn even my class is counting down to EYE! Okay, anyway:


1. We had a field trip during ssgeog today(: nice walk, didn't learn much. Somebody kept trying to look for snails to scare me. She doesn't know she is scarier than snails. HAHA.
2. Weili came back to train us. Heh. Believe it or not, I missed her loads ): And I'm actually pretty relieved that she's throwin us back into the end of the pit. I mean, look at us. we seriously need that climb up..so hooray for weili!
3. I am gna cut my hair tmr. hm I have hair to cut okay! haha if not, I'll just shave it all off(: I look nice with or without hairXD
4. I have alot of hw to do.
5. I have about a billion things in my mind now..okay. maybe just one.
6. I have alot of hw to do.



Rahh! Haha hm. I'm tired. Who wouldn't? trainingrugbytrainingrugbytrainingrugbytraining.

I'm getting sick of rugby. It's not as fun as it used to be..just like trg. I must've been blind

I miss tournament period. Darn it could be like the only time i'd love netball and the seniors. But I guess what I miss the most is the way I'd always wna do my best in every match. I wna make everything i do on that court in that 8 minutes count. Every single little mistake I made was like a blow on the head. Now, it's nothing. That passion i once had..like a flame on the last part of the candle stick. I thought I'd never miss seniors..after what had happened in lower sec. But I can see that difference in me after they left. I just need ppl to motivate me. By doing their best, I'll do my best too. If those around me start to slack, I will start to slack. They give me a banana face, I...I just wna bury myself in the longkang. darn it. That's what's happening now.


Okay! I shall put up some pics(:
haha kay i don't think everyone was ready for it :P suprising photographer(:

2nd attempt! better..cept mine failed (sssshh it's a secret)

ARGH!! Eunice succeeded:( now you see me, now you don't. bleahh. look at the look of accomplishment on her face.

Grp photo with hawk instructors!

I MISS HAWK(: And the silly Eunice that foiled all my plans!!!! D: Making me shorter everytime i see her. rahh! XD

I must buck up my chi(:(:

你 是 否 渴 望
得着 那 满 足 的 喜 乐
你 是 否 渴 望
得 着 那 永 远 的 福 乐

是谁 能 夠 使 你 的 心
充 满 欢 喜
是谁 能 夠 使 你 的 灵
完 全 快 乐

哦! 是 耶 稣
他 使 我 的 哀 哭 变 欢 呼
哦! 是 耶 稣
他 深 知 道 你 我 的 愁 苦

哦! 赞 美 主
他使 每 个 黑 夜 变 白 昼
哦! 赞 美 主他 是 永 恒 生 命 的 主

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Everybody's always talking at me
Everybody's trying to get in my head
I wanna listen to my own heart talking
I need to count on myself instead

Chorus:
Did you ever?
Loose yourself to get what you want
Did you ever?
Get on a ride and wanna get off

Did you ever?
Push away the ones you should've held close
Did you ever let go?
Did you ever not know?

I'm not gonna stop, that's who I am
I'll give it all I got, that is my plan
Will I find what I lost?
You know you can
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it
(Bet on me)

I wanna make it right, that is the way
To turn my life around, today is the day
Am I the type of guy who means what I say?
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it

How will I know if there's a path worth taking?
Should I question every move I make?
With all I`ve lost my heart is breaking
I don't wanna make the same mistake

Chorus:
Did you ever?
Doubt your dream will ever come true
Did you ever?
Blame the world and never blame you
I will never
Try to live a lie again
I don't wanna win this game if I can't play it my way

I'm not gonna stop, that's who I am
(Who I am)
I'll give it all I got, that is my plan
(That's my plan)
Will I find what I lost?
You know you can
(You know you can)
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on me

I wanna make it right, that is the way
To turn my life around, today is the day
Am I the type of guy who means what I say
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it

Oh,Hold up
Give me room to think
Bring it on down
Gotta work on my swing
Gotta do my own thing
Hold up

It's no good at all
To see yourself and not recognize your face
Out on my own, it's such a scary place

The answers are all inside of me
All I gotta do is believe

I'm not gonna stop
Not gonna stop 'til I get my shot
That's who I am, that is my plan
Will I end up on top?
You can bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it
You can bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it

I wanna make it right, that is the way
To turn my life around, today is the day
Am I the type of guy who means what I say
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it

You can bet on me