hey kat, mind telling us what happened with your Falcons?
and where's natasha? she hasn't blogged since....the after exam celebratory post i think.
ok i guess i've been feeling a bit hot-tempered recently to the people around me, the whole of last week, i've been snapping at a lot of people and losing my temper so easily, i would have liked to think it was PMS, but obviously i couldn't use it anymore as the week went on cos it should have been last week. so i would like to apologise to anyone who felt annoyed by my bad temper this whole week. thanks for sticking it out with me. (:
this week hasn't been particularly tough or anything but i'm dealing with some issues (that happened all at once from all angles) rather poorly. yeah that's all i've got to say, actually there's lots more, but it's not for the whole world to see. and i'm mostly fine now, i'm just gonna seek refuge on the solid rock ala Jesus, my shepherd.
God bless,
(:
Sunday, October 19, 2008
OCTOBER 19
is the day, that i was conceived again!
Psalm 40:6-8
Sacrifice and offering you did not desire,
but my ears you have pierced;
burnt offerings and sin offerings
you did not require.
Then I said," Here I am, I have come-
it is written about me in the scroll.
I desire to do your will, O my God;
Your law is within my heart.
THANK YOU NATASHA AND EUNICE FOR COMING!! :D
And dad for the lovely new bible!!!!!! xD
is the day, that i was conceived again!
Psalm 40:6-8
Sacrifice and offering you did not desire,
but my ears you have pierced;
burnt offerings and sin offerings
you did not require.
Then I said," Here I am, I have come-
it is written about me in the scroll.
I desire to do your will, O my God;
Your law is within my heart.
THANK YOU NATASHA AND EUNICE FOR COMING!! :D
And dad for the lovely new bible!!!!!! xD
Friday, October 17, 2008
You walked with me,
Footprints in the sand,
And helped me understand,
Where I'm going,
You walked with me,
When I was all alone,
With so much unknown,
Along the way,
Then I heard you say,
I promise you,
I'm always there,
When your heart is filled with sorrow,
And despair, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand
I see my life flash across the sky,
So many times have I been so afraid.
And just when I,
I thought I lost my way,
You gave me strength to carry on,
That's when you say,
I promise you I'm always there
When your heart is filled
With sorrow and despair
Oh, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.
When I'm with you,
Well I know you've been there,
And I can feel you when you say,
I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled
With sadness and despair
I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.
When your heart is full of
Sadness and despair,
I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.
hey this song is Leona Lewis- Footprints in the Sand.
It's a really beautiful song, your heart will melt when you hear her sing this.
actually this song reminds me of the Footprints in the Sand story. In case any of you don't know it, it goes like this.
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD. When the last scene of his life flashed before him,he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD. When the last scene of his life flashed before him,he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way.But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life,there is only one set of footprints.I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way.But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life,there is only one set of footprints.I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."
The LORD replied:
"My son, my precious child,I love you and I would never leave you.During your times of trial and suffering,when you see only one set of footprints,it was then that I carried you."
"My son, my precious child,I love you and I would never leave you.During your times of trial and suffering,when you see only one set of footprints,it was then that I carried you."
All credit to the author.(I think it's Mary Stevenson)
i thank you so much Lord, for being there for me, all the time. when it seems like my world is caving in and no one understands me, i know i can go to you, and everything would be ok. i'm overwhelmed by your love, and thank you so much once more, for carrying me through all my sorrows and troubles, past present or future. i love you Jesus, and i love you Lord, because....you first loved me. i simply can't thank you enough, i'm so honoured be your child, Lord, now and forever more. thank you so much.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
First day of btc.
oh tired, i am. So many things going through my mind, there are. So busy it is, nowadays. whoo.
Haha.
What with all these, experiences..
eh, Poh! Removed it, she has (:
though i don't know if thats a good sign or not.. STOP LAUGHING LAH. ): not funny!! Lousy bird! :D
oh tired, i am. So many things going through my mind, there are. So busy it is, nowadays. whoo.
Haha.
What with all these, experiences..
eh, Poh! Removed it, she has (:
though i don't know if thats a good sign or not.. STOP LAUGHING LAH. ): not funny!! Lousy bird! :D
We must accept finite disappointment,
but we must never lose infinite hope.
~Barbara Johnson
but we must never lose infinite hope.
~Barbara Johnson
Okay, you've ruined my train of thoughts!!
haha not that i had any in the first place, but. :P
5 days more
haha not that i had any in the first place, but. :P
5 days more
Monday, October 13, 2008
Haha maze is fun! xD
Tmr marks the first day of btc!!!! Ehhhhhh Delta instrs getting pasta eh): *hint hint!
Hahaha, nah i'm fine with sandwiches its okay! :D
aye, i'm tired..making bashas' and bridges' are fun(:(:
CAMPCRAFT ROCKS. And no ms poon, there's no 'campcrap proposal' in my files at all..haha. You must've read wrong!
Tmr marks the first day of btc!!!! Ehhhhhh Delta instrs getting pasta eh): *hint hint!
Hahaha, nah i'm fine with sandwiches its okay! :D
aye, i'm tired..making bashas' and bridges' are fun(:(:
CAMPCRAFT ROCKS. And no ms poon, there's no 'campcrap proposal' in my files at all..haha. You must've read wrong!
Whatever the circumstances,
whatever the call, whatever the duty,
whatever the price, whatever the sacrifice-
Hes strength will be your strength
in your hour of need.
~Billy Graham
whatever the call, whatever the duty,
whatever the price, whatever the sacrifice-
Hes strength will be your strength
in your hour of need.
~Billy Graham
This must stop.
No more will i make myself suffer more pain than i already am..
Keepin my hopes up..will only end up watchin them fall everytime.
Nay, i wont fall. Not i.
6 days left.
No more will i make myself suffer more pain than i already am..
Keepin my hopes up..will only end up watchin them fall everytime.
Nay, i wont fall. Not i.
6 days left.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
whoo what a week. hahahah.
Monday & Tuesday
Refreshers!! Hm both days were at school..12 hrs! totally drained my energy out for the whole week): Haha but they were fun! Although now there are quite a number of activities being changed for coals o8..like 'the tunnel of enlightenment"!! so sad the drain too small.
Outdoor cooking was..fun? HAHAHA now i know who to trust with my food of not. Though andeline is um very good friends with the food type, but..hehe.
It was after touch rugby tournament. UV Rays won!!! whoo!! xD
anyway, the cc dept went out to buy fish and lemon and whatnots for cooking. So may, vanessa, grace and i all went to the market. Haha when i saw the tree outside the mailbox area, it reminded me of the time we dug out the sand there on monday..cos ms poon wanted to save the school. :/ Hahah and the funny old man who encouraged us to dig the sand.
We went to buy fish first. I must admit, the fish looked much better before we cooked them.
Then we bought a 2L bottle of lime juice..for ourselves:P HAHAHA that funny goose, waneh, never drank lime juice before. tsk! She is the weirdest funnyest goose i've ever met man!!!!!
Touch tugby trg time, she did rollbacks..facing our post!!! THREE TIMES! and that's not the worst. she did it all in one day xD
Well it turned out that the lime juice was our lunch ): cos not enough fish and we didn't wanna eat the uncooked bread. Yeah, they ate DOUGH. eeew. i ate like a pinch cos i was hungry and din wna eat any more :P but suprisingly, i think they finished up the dough. which was alot. which means that they were super hungry:P
Wednesday.
Table partners birthday(:
And uhhhh...cant really remember. what did we do? hahaha all i can remember is me and bokbok in the hall during the money talk talking about beatrices' orange stubble..hmm.
Thursday.
HOT LOUSY SNAILS BIRTHDAY.
hahaha. i was so sad to depart with my cute bear. ): hehee.
knots and lashing refresher!! Why is campcraft in charge of so many things?? monday still have our tent pitching leh. Then put so the busy ppl in sommore. haha luckily we have added a blur goose:P WANEH! anyway, me and waneh did mugging the day before, so we were like supersuper tyco-pro during refreshers! xD high-five! ohoh haha cannot. both of us have hand wounds:P
Friday.
hmm. oh, camper briefing!!
HAHAAHA and also mothertoungue tesson where we watched 'Secret (by jay chou)'.
So funny la briefing. Cos the previous meeting the sec 2s were all giggly and stuff cos we not strict, so friday we all super super dao. IT WORKED OKAY:D
I think our jrs are weird. Hahaha swie en ran away when she saw her instr (though she claims Poh ran away when she saw her..) and ann actually bowed at me when i was askin her about open house stuff! gosh. i felt old. like a tr..kidding:P
My grp was like, not scared of us la! Haiyo. But i'll take it positively that they'll be initiative and daring(: and ashwiyni actually did the hinting!!!!!! :O HAHAHAHA she is so hilarious! but they din catch the hint eh): so i did the hinting instead..and it worked! they're getting lunch for us! :D HEHE i feel so mean.
hm last yr i rmb all we got was like bread with butter n smth..you know my grp was discussing like chicken rice with vegetables, potatoes..GOSH. like 7 course meal man. then now they making sandwiches for us. I feel cheated! hahahaha!
Aye, but the most memorable thing of today. Looking for banner with CHERIE CHOO XIU MIN.
HAHAHA she is just so so so dumb can! omgsh.
We went to the nb store during recess. She tried to open the NCC gate! hahah! Then after that we went in and ransacked the place but couldn't find): so we went to PE store.
As usual, ms poon only gave us like 1 min to find it. cherie: "it's okay! I rmb they put in the box. I remember how the box looks like, very fast one!"
So we went in and i said,"is it this one? it is?? There's 20 over of these boxes here!!!!"
her reply was good lor,"how i know they all use the same kind of box???"
HAHAHA gosh she's so smart.
ms poon came in to scold us for taking half a minute..so she was scrambling then she dropped dunno what all on the floor and screamed. aiyo. ms poon showed us the nb cupboard..found like 20 balls and tumblers!! Haha then she made cherie pick up the 'maggot towels'.
After struggling to carry 6 balls at a time and bringing them back to the netball store, she tried opening the gates at the same time. and she tried to open the NCC one again..
Going back, I was complaining that they locked the toilet gates..and she made me clear all the newspapers and junk found in the store. how'd they get there?? so dirty and smelly..no wonder got mozzie D:
Haha then the most funny part was when she opened the toilet gate! she laughed at me like mad lah. ): Then after that she went into the toilet..and SCREAMED. hahahah! i thought she saw a coackroach or something cos she screamed damn loud then ran out. I was looking at her like she was some mad person (which she is btw), den she ran back in again. "Sorry auntie, sorry! I didn't know you were here!! sorrysorrysorry." HAHAHAHA i laughed like crazy lah! I went in and found 2 aunties sleeping!!
okay after that i got real bad pain in my stomach ):
Saturday.
OPEN HOUSE.
i thought it was gna be a failure! But i guess it turned out quite okay..just glad its over(:
Now gotta concentrate on btc and other netball stuff..
hm. highlight of the day was firewood chopping! yes we had to chop wood ):
The axe was heavy and scary):
Got a cut here and there but other than that it's quite..safe? HAHA waneh hammered herself. And then said that it was super fun and she even asked ms poon if she could skip tennis on monday to chop wood.
silly goose :D ms poon gave us bbq chicken and pizza to eat for lunch though(:(:
went to visit my granddad..
He seems better since the operation(:
And much happier since he recieved Christ(:(:
Although i cant help but feel that pain..
Monday & Tuesday
Refreshers!! Hm both days were at school..12 hrs! totally drained my energy out for the whole week): Haha but they were fun! Although now there are quite a number of activities being changed for coals o8..like 'the tunnel of enlightenment"!! so sad the drain too small.
Outdoor cooking was..fun? HAHAHA now i know who to trust with my food of not. Though andeline is um very good friends with the food type, but..hehe.
It was after touch rugby tournament. UV Rays won!!! whoo!! xD
anyway, the cc dept went out to buy fish and lemon and whatnots for cooking. So may, vanessa, grace and i all went to the market. Haha when i saw the tree outside the mailbox area, it reminded me of the time we dug out the sand there on monday..cos ms poon wanted to save the school. :/ Hahah and the funny old man who encouraged us to dig the sand.
We went to buy fish first. I must admit, the fish looked much better before we cooked them.
Then we bought a 2L bottle of lime juice..for ourselves:P HAHAHA that funny goose, waneh, never drank lime juice before. tsk! She is the weirdest funnyest goose i've ever met man!!!!!
Touch tugby trg time, she did rollbacks..facing our post!!! THREE TIMES! and that's not the worst. she did it all in one day xD
Well it turned out that the lime juice was our lunch ): cos not enough fish and we didn't wanna eat the uncooked bread. Yeah, they ate DOUGH. eeew. i ate like a pinch cos i was hungry and din wna eat any more :P but suprisingly, i think they finished up the dough. which was alot. which means that they were super hungry:P
Wednesday.
Table partners birthday(:
And uhhhh...cant really remember. what did we do? hahaha all i can remember is me and bokbok in the hall during the money talk talking about beatrices' orange stubble..hmm.
Thursday.
HOT LOUSY SNAILS BIRTHDAY.
hahaha. i was so sad to depart with my cute bear. ): hehee.
knots and lashing refresher!! Why is campcraft in charge of so many things?? monday still have our tent pitching leh. Then put so the busy ppl in sommore. haha luckily we have added a blur goose:P WANEH! anyway, me and waneh did mugging the day before, so we were like supersuper tyco-pro during refreshers! xD high-five! ohoh haha cannot. both of us have hand wounds:P
Friday.
hmm. oh, camper briefing!!
HAHAAHA and also mothertoungue tesson where we watched 'Secret (by jay chou)'.
So funny la briefing. Cos the previous meeting the sec 2s were all giggly and stuff cos we not strict, so friday we all super super dao. IT WORKED OKAY:D
I think our jrs are weird. Hahaha swie en ran away when she saw her instr (though she claims Poh ran away when she saw her..) and ann actually bowed at me when i was askin her about open house stuff! gosh. i felt old. like a tr..kidding:P
My grp was like, not scared of us la! Haiyo. But i'll take it positively that they'll be initiative and daring(: and ashwiyni actually did the hinting!!!!!! :O HAHAHAHA she is so hilarious! but they din catch the hint eh): so i did the hinting instead..and it worked! they're getting lunch for us! :D HEHE i feel so mean.
hm last yr i rmb all we got was like bread with butter n smth..you know my grp was discussing like chicken rice with vegetables, potatoes..GOSH. like 7 course meal man. then now they making sandwiches for us. I feel cheated! hahahaha!
Aye, but the most memorable thing of today. Looking for banner with CHERIE CHOO XIU MIN.
HAHAHA she is just so so so dumb can! omgsh.
We went to the nb store during recess. She tried to open the NCC gate! hahah! Then after that we went in and ransacked the place but couldn't find): so we went to PE store.
As usual, ms poon only gave us like 1 min to find it. cherie: "it's okay! I rmb they put in the box. I remember how the box looks like, very fast one!"
So we went in and i said,"is it this one? it is?? There's 20 over of these boxes here!!!!"
her reply was good lor,"how i know they all use the same kind of box???"
HAHAHA gosh she's so smart.
ms poon came in to scold us for taking half a minute..so she was scrambling then she dropped dunno what all on the floor and screamed. aiyo. ms poon showed us the nb cupboard..found like 20 balls and tumblers!! Haha then she made cherie pick up the 'maggot towels'.
After struggling to carry 6 balls at a time and bringing them back to the netball store, she tried opening the gates at the same time. and she tried to open the NCC one again..
Going back, I was complaining that they locked the toilet gates..and she made me clear all the newspapers and junk found in the store. how'd they get there?? so dirty and smelly..no wonder got mozzie D:
Haha then the most funny part was when she opened the toilet gate! she laughed at me like mad lah. ): Then after that she went into the toilet..and SCREAMED. hahahah! i thought she saw a coackroach or something cos she screamed damn loud then ran out. I was looking at her like she was some mad person (which she is btw), den she ran back in again. "Sorry auntie, sorry! I didn't know you were here!! sorrysorrysorry." HAHAHAHA i laughed like crazy lah! I went in and found 2 aunties sleeping!!
okay after that i got real bad pain in my stomach ):
Saturday.
OPEN HOUSE.
i thought it was gna be a failure! But i guess it turned out quite okay..just glad its over(:
Now gotta concentrate on btc and other netball stuff..
hm. highlight of the day was firewood chopping! yes we had to chop wood ):
The axe was heavy and scary):
Got a cut here and there but other than that it's quite..safe? HAHA waneh hammered herself. And then said that it was super fun and she even asked ms poon if she could skip tennis on monday to chop wood.
silly goose :D ms poon gave us bbq chicken and pizza to eat for lunch though(:(:
went to visit my granddad..
He seems better since the operation(:
And much happier since he recieved Christ(:(:
Although i cant help but feel that pain..
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
From 1 Corinthians 3:77
"So then neither he who plants is anything, nor he who waters, but God who gives the increase."
Wow. What a day it has been. I really don't know what to say. The whole of this year, the Lord has been there for me. I know it's not my own efforts.
I'm not that smart.
Neither am I particularly hardworking.
But the Lord has blessed me immensely this year.
And I thank Him so much for that.
Geog was simply amazing. I thought the paper was really tough! Plus my CA for Geog was the lowest of all my subjects. I've been used to getting 14 or 15 upon 25 for the diff sections but I got like what, 18-21 upon 25 for the tests? Wow.
But I had to sacrifice my Chem as a result. I didn't study for Chem EYE at all because I was too busy mugging for Geog, hoping I could improve my Geog, can you believe that? I was so freaked out by that fact that I blanked out during Chem, and couldn't do any mole calculations! So embarassed now. Achieved my worst Chem result of the year(B4). Good thing though, my CA marks were good, so they pulled my Chem overall up to a barely there A1. Thank God.
EL and Chinese were good, hit my expectations although only just there. SS was not good, hoping HE plus CA marks can pull me up. Tmr's E and A Maths as well, not sure how to feel. Both papers were tough but I'm hoping the Lord will carry me through like He did for the whole of this year so far.
Alright, all the best everyone!
God bless.
"So then neither he who plants is anything, nor he who waters, but God who gives the increase."
Wow. What a day it has been. I really don't know what to say. The whole of this year, the Lord has been there for me. I know it's not my own efforts.
I'm not that smart.
Neither am I particularly hardworking.
But the Lord has blessed me immensely this year.
And I thank Him so much for that.
Geog was simply amazing. I thought the paper was really tough! Plus my CA for Geog was the lowest of all my subjects. I've been used to getting 14 or 15 upon 25 for the diff sections but I got like what, 18-21 upon 25 for the tests? Wow.
But I had to sacrifice my Chem as a result. I didn't study for Chem EYE at all because I was too busy mugging for Geog, hoping I could improve my Geog, can you believe that? I was so freaked out by that fact that I blanked out during Chem, and couldn't do any mole calculations! So embarassed now. Achieved my worst Chem result of the year(B4). Good thing though, my CA marks were good, so they pulled my Chem overall up to a barely there A1. Thank God.
EL and Chinese were good, hit my expectations although only just there. SS was not good, hoping HE plus CA marks can pull me up. Tmr's E and A Maths as well, not sure how to feel. Both papers were tough but I'm hoping the Lord will carry me through like He did for the whole of this year so far.
Alright, all the best everyone!
God bless.
Monday, October 6, 2008
haha hey.
whoops haven't been posting for quite a while:P
so i shall talk about my day(:
Had refreshers today..8am-7pm.
I'm almost dead now.
my right hand hurts..got like a chunk of skin peeled off during caterpillar:P dunno what scraped it, cos we were havin our eyes closed. only realised it came off when there was slight pain and noticed the gravel got in..hee xD
First hour poony was givin us english lessons..Haha. ohman.
Anyway, highlight of the day was drain crawling and uhh, army something.
had to slide on a grass patch here and there, which was quite hard to do with one hand.
haha and i was the last to go, so everyone helped me by digging out all the mud and soil with their shoes before i went down(:
Before going down the drain, ppl wore newspapers on their arms to protect themselves..i only made a hand guard around my wound:P quite cool man xD
I told Caroline she reminded me of mechwarrior.
And she took them off. XP
crawling drains with only the support of your left hand aint easy either manz. D:
HAHA but everyone came out looking like the moss giant. all green. eeeeeeew.
then we had a rinsing session.
We were literally scrubbing each other:P Physical bonding man.
Hehe.
Aye.
A few interesting things happened too..
hahah. :P
ahh, i don't know how i would have reacted if it happened that time..
makes me wonder if i was thankful it didn't or..why didn't it?
ziaaaaaaoooo. Things have changed, you have changed.
_________ no more!! xD
YEAH MAN. I'M GETTING TOO USED TO SLACK LIFE. D:
Thats not good..trg is starting. COALs preparation has already started..eep.
Tmr same time 8am-7pm..
Touch rugby in the morning too.
hah. but somehow i'm glad i'm n.g.f.t. :P
whoops haven't been posting for quite a while:P
so i shall talk about my day(:
Had refreshers today..8am-7pm.
I'm almost dead now.
my right hand hurts..got like a chunk of skin peeled off during caterpillar:P dunno what scraped it, cos we were havin our eyes closed. only realised it came off when there was slight pain and noticed the gravel got in..hee xD
First hour poony was givin us english lessons..Haha. ohman.
Anyway, highlight of the day was drain crawling and uhh, army something.
had to slide on a grass patch here and there, which was quite hard to do with one hand.
haha and i was the last to go, so everyone helped me by digging out all the mud and soil with their shoes before i went down(:
Before going down the drain, ppl wore newspapers on their arms to protect themselves..i only made a hand guard around my wound:P quite cool man xD
I told Caroline she reminded me of mechwarrior.
And she took them off. XP
crawling drains with only the support of your left hand aint easy either manz. D:
HAHA but everyone came out looking like the moss giant. all green. eeeeeeew.
then we had a rinsing session.
We were literally scrubbing each other:P Physical bonding man.
Hehe.
Aye.
A few interesting things happened too..
hahah. :P
ahh, i don't know how i would have reacted if it happened that time..
makes me wonder if i was thankful it didn't or..why didn't it?
ziaaaaaaoooo. Things have changed, you have changed.
_________ no more!! xD
I have been trying to make the best of grief
and am just beginning to learn
to allow it to make the best of me.
BARBARA LAZEAR ASCHER
and am just beginning to learn
to allow it to make the best of me.
BARBARA LAZEAR ASCHER
YEAH MAN. I'M GETTING TOO USED TO SLACK LIFE. D:
Thats not good..trg is starting. COALs preparation has already started..eep.
Tmr same time 8am-7pm..
Touch rugby in the morning too.
hah. but somehow i'm glad i'm n.g.f.t. :P
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