Haha maze is fun! xD
Tmr marks the first day of btc!!!! Ehhhhhh Delta instrs getting pasta eh): *hint hint!
Hahaha, nah i'm fine with sandwiches its okay! :D
aye, i'm tired..making bashas' and bridges' are fun(:(:
CAMPCRAFT ROCKS. And no ms poon, there's no 'campcrap proposal' in my files at all..haha. You must've read wrong!

Whatever the circumstances,
whatever the call, whatever the duty,
whatever the price, whatever the sacrifice-
Hes strength will be your strength
in your hour of need.
~Billy Graham

This must stop.
No more will i make myself suffer more pain than i already am..
Keepin my hopes up..will only end up watchin them fall everytime.
Nay, i wont fall. Not i.

6 days left.

whoo what a week. hahahah.

Monday & Tuesday
Refreshers!! Hm both days were at school..12 hrs! totally drained my energy out for the whole week): Haha but they were fun! Although now there are quite a number of activities being changed for coals o8..like 'the tunnel of enlightenment"!! so sad the drain too small.
Outdoor cooking was..fun? HAHAHA now i know who to trust with my food of not. Though andeline is um very good friends with the food type, but..hehe.
It was after touch rugby tournament. UV Rays won!!! whoo!! xD
anyway, the cc dept went out to buy fish and lemon and whatnots for cooking. So may, vanessa, grace and i all went to the market. Haha when i saw the tree outside the mailbox area, it reminded me of the time we dug out the sand there on monday..cos ms poon wanted to save the school. :/ Hahah and the funny old man who encouraged us to dig the sand.

We went to buy fish first. I must admit, the fish looked much better before we cooked them.
Then we bought a 2L bottle of lime juice..for ourselves:P HAHAHA that funny goose, waneh, never drank lime juice before. tsk! She is the weirdest funnyest goose i've ever met man!!!!!
Touch tugby trg time, she did rollbacks..facing our post!!! THREE TIMES! and that's not the worst. she did it all in one day xD
Well it turned out that the lime juice was our lunch ): cos not enough fish and we didn't wanna eat the uncooked bread. Yeah, they ate DOUGH. eeew. i ate like a pinch cos i was hungry and din wna eat any more :P but suprisingly, i think they finished up the dough. which was alot. which means that they were super hungry:P

Wednesday.
Table partners birthday(:
And uhhhh...cant really remember. what did we do? hahaha all i can remember is me and bokbok in the hall during the money talk talking about beatrices' orange stubble..hmm.

Thursday.
HOT LOUSY SNAILS BIRTHDAY.
hahaha. i was so sad to depart with my cute bear. ): hehee.
knots and lashing refresher!! Why is campcraft in charge of so many things?? monday still have our tent pitching leh. Then put so the busy ppl in sommore. haha luckily we have added a blur goose:P WANEH! anyway, me and waneh did mugging the day before, so we were like supersuper tyco-pro during refreshers! xD high-five! ohoh haha cannot. both of us have hand wounds:P

Friday.
hmm. oh, camper briefing!!
HAHAAHA and also mothertoungue tesson where we watched 'Secret (by jay chou)'.
So funny la briefing. Cos the previous meeting the sec 2s were all giggly and stuff cos we not strict, so friday we all super super dao. IT WORKED OKAY:D
I think our jrs are weird. Hahaha swie en ran away when she saw her instr (though she claims Poh ran away when she saw her..) and ann actually bowed at me when i was askin her about open house stuff! gosh. i felt old. like a tr..kidding:P
My grp was like, not scared of us la! Haiyo. But i'll take it positively that they'll be initiative and daring(: and ashwiyni actually did the hinting!!!!!! :O HAHAHAHA she is so hilarious! but they din catch the hint eh): so i did the hinting instead..and it worked! they're getting lunch for us! :D HEHE i feel so mean.
hm last yr i rmb all we got was like bread with butter n smth..you know my grp was discussing like chicken rice with vegetables, potatoes..GOSH. like 7 course meal man. then now they making sandwiches for us. I feel cheated! hahahaha!

Aye, but the most memorable thing of today. Looking for banner with CHERIE CHOO XIU MIN.
HAHAHA she is just so so so dumb can! omgsh.
We went to the nb store during recess. She tried to open the NCC gate! hahah! Then after that we went in and ransacked the place but couldn't find): so we went to PE store.
As usual, ms poon only gave us like 1 min to find it. cherie: "it's okay! I rmb they put in the box. I remember how the box looks like, very fast one!"
So we went in and i said,"is it this one? it is?? There's 20 over of these boxes here!!!!"
her reply was good lor,"how i know they all use the same kind of box???"
HAHAHA gosh she's so smart.
ms poon came in to scold us for taking half a minute..so she was scrambling then she dropped dunno what all on the floor and screamed. aiyo. ms poon showed us the nb cupboard..found like 20 balls and tumblers!! Haha then she made cherie pick up the 'maggot towels'.
After struggling to carry 6 balls at a time and bringing them back to the netball store, she tried opening the gates at the same time. and she tried to open the NCC one again..
Going back, I was complaining that they locked the toilet gates..and she made me clear all the newspapers and junk found in the store. how'd they get there?? so dirty and smelly..no wonder got mozzie D:
Haha then the most funny part was when she opened the toilet gate! she laughed at me like mad lah. ): Then after that she went into the toilet..and SCREAMED. hahahah! i thought she saw a coackroach or something cos she screamed damn loud then ran out. I was looking at her like she was some mad person (which she is btw), den she ran back in again. "Sorry auntie, sorry! I didn't know you were here!! sorrysorrysorry." HAHAHAHA i laughed like crazy lah! I went in and found 2 aunties sleeping!!
okay after that i got real bad pain in my stomach ):

Saturday.
OPEN HOUSE.
i thought it was gna be a failure! But i guess it turned out quite okay..just glad its over(:
Now gotta concentrate on btc and other netball stuff..
hm. highlight of the day was firewood chopping! yes we had to chop wood ):
The axe was heavy and scary):
Got a cut here and there but other than that it's quite..safe? HAHA waneh hammered herself. And then said that it was super fun and she even asked ms poon if she could skip tennis on monday to chop wood.
silly goose :D ms poon gave us bbq chicken and pizza to eat for lunch though(:(:
went to visit my granddad..
He seems better since the operation(:
And much happier since he recieved Christ(:(:
Although i cant help but feel that pain..

From 1 Corinthians 3:77

"So then neither he who plants is anything, nor he who waters, but God who gives the increase."


Wow. What a day it has been. I really don't know what to say. The whole of this year, the Lord has been there for me. I know it's not my own efforts.
I'm not that smart.
Neither am I particularly hardworking.
But the Lord has blessed me immensely this year.
And I thank Him so much for that.

Geog was simply amazing. I thought the paper was really tough! Plus my CA for Geog was the lowest of all my subjects. I've been used to getting 14 or 15 upon 25 for the diff sections but I got like what, 18-21 upon 25 for the tests? Wow.

But I had to sacrifice my Chem as a result. I didn't study for Chem EYE at all because I was too busy mugging for Geog, hoping I could improve my Geog, can you believe that? I was so freaked out by that fact that I blanked out during Chem, and couldn't do any mole calculations! So embarassed now. Achieved my worst Chem result of the year(B4). Good thing though, my CA marks were good, so they pulled my Chem overall up to a barely there A1. Thank God.

EL and Chinese were good, hit my expectations although only just there. SS was not good, hoping HE plus CA marks can pull me up. Tmr's E and A Maths as well, not sure how to feel. Both papers were tough but I'm hoping the Lord will carry me through like He did for the whole of this year so far.

Alright, all the best everyone!

God bless.

haha hey.
whoops haven't been posting for quite a while:P
so i shall talk about my day(:

Had refreshers today..8am-7pm.
I'm almost dead now.
my right hand hurts..got like a chunk of skin peeled off during caterpillar:P dunno what scraped it, cos we were havin our eyes closed. only realised it came off when there was slight pain and noticed the gravel got in..hee xD

First hour poony was givin us english lessons..Haha. ohman.
Anyway, highlight of the day was drain crawling and uhh, army something.
had to slide on a grass patch here and there, which was quite hard to do with one hand.
haha and i was the last to go, so everyone helped me by digging out all the mud and soil with their shoes before i went down(:
Before going down the drain, ppl wore newspapers on their arms to protect themselves..i only made a hand guard around my wound:P quite cool man xD
I told Caroline she reminded me of mechwarrior.
And she took them off. XP

crawling drains with only the support of your left hand aint easy either manz. D:
HAHA but everyone came out looking like the moss giant. all green. eeeeeeew.
then we had a rinsing session.
We were literally scrubbing each other:P Physical bonding man.
Hehe.

Aye.
A few interesting things happened too..
hahah. :P
ahh, i don't know how i would have reacted if it happened that time..
makes me wonder if i was thankful it didn't or..why didn't it?
ziaaaaaaoooo. Things have changed, you have changed.
_________ no more!! xD

I have been trying to make the best of grief
and am just beginning to learn
to allow it to make the best of me.
BARBARA LAZEAR ASCHER

YEAH MAN. I'M GETTING TOO USED TO SLACK LIFE. D:
Thats not good..trg is starting. COALs preparation has already started..eep.
Tmr same time 8am-7pm..
Touch rugby in the morning too.
hah. but somehow i'm glad i'm n.g.f.t. :P

YAY!!

WE ARE FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE:D
hahahahah. yeah man:)
You peeps wanna go out again sometime soon?
i really think we gotta find our threesome undersome identity soon! it's taking way too long man.

lalala~ i love the SLACKING life.

<3 TASHI.

Hey guys

Just wanted to pop by to wish you'll the BEST OF LUCK in the upcoming exam:)

must.can.will.

we can do it peeps!

lotsa love,
TASHI<3

So much have happened...so much has surfaced.
The truth, the reality of it all.
Thank You for being my strength in times of my weakness, my courage in times of bitterness.
To know what its like to be down..its something i will treasure.
I wasn't ready to go.
now, I am. My heart is willing. My life has no regrets. I've done it!

Maybe I'm a drifter
Late at night
'Cause I long for the safety
Of flowing freely
In your arms
I don't need another lover
It's not for me
'Cause only you can save me
Oh can't you see
I can't imagine life
Without your love
And even forever don't seem
Like long enough

Mandy! I think you've got me hooked onto bsb..haha but they sing my kinda songs(:

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)

I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

No no
Wish I could find you
Just like you found me
Then I would never let you go (without you)

Though everything's been said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you)
But still no (still no word) word from you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vQiCubPDTvs
Backstreet Boys- I Still

This is a really old song but....it reflects how I feel about someone right now.

To the person in my heart who's not even going to read this blog anytime soon or maybe never at all,

I really miss you a lot, I haven't seen you for ages.
When I had the chance to see you almost everyday, I didn't make the most of them.
When those chances dwindled to only once a week, I still didn't do anything.
You were always there for me, yet I never realised how much you meant to me.
Now you're totally out of my life and I'm to blame for that.
I don't even know what you're doing right now, and neither do you know what's going on with me now.
I missed all the chances. I missed all the signs you showed me.
Now I know how I feel, but I've realised it too late.
Now it's probably too late.I wish I could find you, just like you found me.
But I just want you to know that, even if I never hear from you again,
2 years on, I still care about you.
Everything in this song reflects my feelings for you
I'll do my best just to see you again, even if we don't go back to the way we were before...

"I'm just an empty vessel, that's all i am. It's not about me, it's not about my achievements, it's not about what i can do, not about what i can't do. But, it's who i've become..by the power of Jesus Christ."

~Nick Vujicic

Wow. He is just the most amazing man i've seen..

I've just been hooked on the computer for hours just watching his videos..just so inspired.

Go check him out kay, i promise, it's worth your time(:

www.lifewithoutlimbs.org

www.attitudeisaltitude.com

hey

i've just realised the two blogs that i'm co-author of, is currently dead. why? cos i share the blog with other people, but i'm the one who has had the last word for the past week or more. (literally)

nothing much to say. these holidays have been a bit screwed up for me. i didn't stick to my targets at all.

at least i've tried, and i've done my best, can't say i've got no regrets but it's ok.

side note: i've just cut my hair short. like really really short. i think i may join kat and fiish in the guy's gang in cedar blaze. ok just kidding here. such an organisation does not exist. anyway, you guys can see for yourself tomorrow.

gtg now, see you all tmr,

mandy(:

p.s. i love the tropical storm hanna in the US! because of you, nadal lives to fight another day. if he wins, it's probably cos of the luck of champions. something which, unfortunately, djoker doesn't have against fed. i don't wanna curse nadal, but i'm highly confident for him. he's a fighter and he's got luck on his side. what more can you ask for? (a win against murray and fed of course!)