Monday, July 14, 2008

Heh mandy, you are a funny bird(:

God walks with us... He scoops us up in His
arms or simply sits with us in silent strength
until we cannot avoid the awesome recognition
that yes, even now, He is here.
~GLORIA GAITHER
The world is so beautiful:)
Take a look.





































































hey this is just a short short post in direct response to kat's most recent post. (my post for today is the one directly below this btw)

firstly, i'm not a strange bird! haha there's nothing wrong with finding enjoyment in everything you do. yes, that's hard sometimes but it's a great feeling to put your all into something you feel passionately about. you end up emotionally drained and sometimes you get hurt but hey, that's the only way to live life to the max!

'Don't cry because it's over, laugh because it happened'

Don't you just love this quote?

i think that in life, we always wait for the one perfect moment, that one perfect time to do something, in all honesty, if you just take the time to see things from different angles, it's not all that hard to find joy in the stuff you dread doing sometimes. it's the tiny little things others do for you that make you happy, not those big fantastic moments of glory you crave. ( which never happen until you least expect it or when you learn to enjoy life the way it is, not always roses and wine, but nevertheless, an enjoyable roller coaster ride, when you learn how to manage your emotions and adjust your attitude after a horrifying nerve wrecking fall, to rise from the ashes over and over again)

i dunno where i saw this quote, could have been on this very blog alone or on someone else's or maybe in a book or newspaper but it said that "Nothing is a waste of time if you use that experience wisely." indeed how true.

oh and my friend screamed in my ear cos she's always super hyper for her cca, her friends or i dunno, she just felt high maybe? no she didnt see natasha doing the crazy stuff (not sure if she knows natasha) i'm the one who spotted natasha doing silly actions on stage, and natasha was like mouthing to me, 'hey i see mandy' up on stage. at least i think she was talking to me, haha, cos we had eye contact and then i waved to her after she mouthed those words.

yeah i think that's all yeah? ok maybe this post was not that 'short short' after all. haha, got carried away sorry!

mandy:)
today i feel so slack. haiyo, cos like this week got no test and my parents are not going for meet the parents on friday.



today was just like a normal school day, kena the subject of rumours and getting dao-ed again by kat in favour of her love! haha. hmmm, you know today during chem, i thought ms chng was joking when she said she wanted to do a lesson study on how good cedarians memory was. i don't think having this test was an accurate representation of anyone's memory. if you revise your work regularly, you can still do well even if you don't look at the text again. so to test people's memory, should play memory games!! haha ok but then i bet i would probs suck at them.


anyway, just wanna wish my big bro aka korkor a happy happy 18th Birthday! pls start acting your age ok? and my wish for you is to become a better brother to me!! haha just kidding la. i know you're not gonna see this but still, yay! 18 is a HUGE milestone. hope you achieve your dreams whatever they are and be happy in life! and also more appreciative of what your younger sister does for you! tee hee :D



sometimes i wonder why people refuse to give others a second chance. i look around me and i realise a lot of people just refuse to change their original opinions of others regardless of how or what the person does. i can see this in almost every aspect of my life in the people i come across. i think it's really sad when people do this. esp when people try their hardest but others don't wanna give them a second chance. as a result, these people start giving up.

i feel like saying to them, ' don't give up on yourselves, cos God never gives up on you, his beloved child'

Even if it seems as if everyone has given up on you...just go to him, he is there for you.

btw, that phrase(in quotation marks about God not giving up on us) was once spoken by tricia in sec 1, i've remembered it ever since :)

mandy:)

Sunday, July 13, 2008

HELLO(:

Firstly, I want to say,


WELL DONE CEDAR SYMPHONIC BAND!!!!!!!
YOU GUYS RULED THE STAGE!!!


Yup, getting a GOLD WITH DISTINCTION is definately something to be proud of!! And I'm so glad I could be there to watch you guys get that. First in division too!! WOW. :D


What I really admired most about the whole thing was..the teamwork.
they all put in their 110% in it..and look at the results.
Ofc before all this, tough work had to be put in..
but they all strived for one purpose.
Why cant we be like that too?
If just one person had not put in the best,,could they achieve this?
If only we could have the same passion..we'd be more than champions!
MUST~CAN~WILL.
I won't give up.


The fireworks was pretty(:
I met Gabriella on the way out! Haha lucky them, had free show of the ndp! XD
Well, I had a great dinner too..though somehow rachel and i are being backnabbed. rahh D:
Hahaha I hadn't laughed so much in ages.


Hmm I was thinking while i watched ytd..
There was a sitch..didn't watch the conductor and went wrong.
The conductor controls what happens in the play..
Fast or slow, loud or soft..as long as you keep ur eyes on him (/her)
you won't go wrong.


Dear Father! You are my conductor(:
My life is lead by Your hands..
May my eyes never leave You, that i may do what You guide me to do!
Hmm Mandy ah mandy..
Hahaha you always were a funny strange bird. Haiyo! Had fun arguing eh? hmm I know the saying that we should find enjoyment in whatever we do so that we may do it well..but i don't really think that applies to arguing..
And I don't think the song makes you old!! HAHA tsk.
Why did your fren scream in ur ear? Because she spotted nat doing funny things on stage?? Do they know each other? Hahaha ldrs invest was quite fun! (only the actual one. The prac ones were tiringgggggggg) And yes, since ur so interested, I did do a superman strip outside the hall to get my jersey out..I was sweating like a potato!! I got (unwanted) help from somebody to take off my (sch) skirt cos I think she was very kanchiong. haha! She almost pulled down my jersey skirt along with it.
Eh! and i did the monitress dance too!! Ohman. Paiseh! hahaha aiya but i don't really care about my face though..like how i maluated myself infront of ALOT of ppl a few days ago..during math test!! heh just remembered what my friend told me.."you don't care about face?? Excuse me, if you didn't realise, your face is now the face of an OAI, a monitress and a cca ldr.." Ohwells. I still don't bother..
I will refresh the weary and satisfy the faint.
~JEREMIAH 31:25
For my Blazers(: Don't let others get you down! I'll be there whenever you need me.
I just realised, He wants the same too..to cast your burdens on him, and run into His arms! Like a lost child going back to his Father. And I know, nothing you do will ever stop Him from loving you and waiting at the door of your heart for you to come back home. (: PRAISE THE LORD!
Hold on, little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up, little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's Through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on Baby, come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside, I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Why be alone
When we can be together, baby
You can make my life worthwhile
I can make you start to smile

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside, I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Just to be the next to be with you
"Anyone who says 'sunshine brings happiness' has never danced in the rain." XD

Friday, July 11, 2008

Hello:)


MANDZ. I was NOT doing weird things on stage!!
hahaha. Well today was fun fun. If you really like the song, go listen to it at:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6O-yohHK25g
THIS IS WHAT WE DREAM ABOUT.. lalala. Can't get that silly song outta my head:(


AHH. I have severe butt-leg ache/ leg-butt ache:( Save meeee!!!!!!


tata for now~

















TASHI.
hi!!

got nothing much to say actually. except today during ss, mr chai had a VP in class observing. yeah so he did some sort of debate on the most effective way of deterrence for singapore. like a SEQ judgemental question. dunno why but my group was the one that kena hardest hit by all corners. wah!! then later on in concluding round, we only had 1 min to rebut everything so we all went up and started fighting back all the assumptions they made about our point. haha. then people were like, wow mandy wanna fight huh? haha, ok i admit i was a bit intense but yeah i think i got some of that intensity from RMUN. surprising isn't it? didnt know RMUN would have such an impact. i didn't care what anyone thought of me, (even though VP was there haha) i just wanted to fight for my side. i guess now it's over, it's quite silly to get so pissed over a small debate like that haha. i don't reallly care if we win or not actually. i know i had fun fighting back haha.

i'm turning out to be nick hornby, taking things too seriously. ( for you info, our latest el summary test was a passage from nick hornby, yes the one about football...awesome article, although i'm not an arsenal fan :D)

i'm currently addicted to david cook's time of my life. (no its not a song that makes you grow old, kat) it makes me wanna appreciate the present and also look forward to the future.

And I'll taste every moment and live it out loud
I know this is the time; this is the time to be
More than a name or face in the crowd
I know this is the time; this is the time of my life
The time of my life


oh yes, then there was leaders invest. haha spotted nat doing crazy stuff on stage. and miaoz almost screamed my ear deaf. gosh, she can scream in every sense of that word. and the Do I Make You Proud song was great! :D so kat, did you do your superman act? like tear off your blouse and skirt and inside is the jersey?

mandy(:

Thursday, July 10, 2008

hello

im in a rush to blog bcos i wanna go sleep.

so tired today....we had el summary test, then we had e maths ct and then they gave back a maths ct and i had training....oh man tired la!

nothing much happened today except the above. except i feel happier today than i felt last week. yay! i think its bcos of the watching of my pastor's video on the Feeding of the Five Thousand yest, even though there were so many tests today and how we can always trust in God, etc. i dont view it exactly in the same year kat does, but still i know he's always there for me. i know his favour is on me! after he gave me such good results for a maths, results i know deep down i never thought i could get ON MY OWN ABILITY and laziness and discontentment and lack of faith thus far. it's not that type of wow i got 30 plus marks i'm a genius kind of feeling like sanguu, its just being grateful and contented with what the Lord has given to me. (and no, i didnt get 30 plus marks, i dont care if you think im lousy, but im happy and grateful to the Lord for what i did get)

i am happy that most people in my class improved, but sad that some did not. i dunno how to console them. i just hope that people in my class dont give up hope and continue on the hard work they are putting in and keep on plugging away at it. we will get there!

hmmph....so yeah thats all i gotta say today. i really hope we get our tshirt up and running in time for national day!

mandy(:
HEY JOJO. This SPECIALLY for you:D




Wednesday, July 9, 2008

maths test tmr. then trg. Then straight after is Ldrs invest full-dress rehearsal from 5-7??
whoa. the nehballers going are gna be sticky heehee. well they had better be. XD

Ahh congrats Poot for getting full marks in math you silly poot. what else can i say. Hahaha you funny lousy poot la you darn always winning me. Rahh!!! Hahaha be my physics, math and chinese tutor lah you, top in CSP sommore!!

Had the focus discussion thing today. Uhhh not very productive this time with so many ppl.
Haha i was thinking to myself..not the first time but yeah. The one thing that i enjoyed most being a monitress..hmmm.
Not that hard to come up with an answer:P Well I think the only thing i enjoyed with this position, is that I had so much fun doing silly bum stuff with the other sec 3 monitresses!! Cos we had so many things to do, but i guess we always found ourselves havin sososososo much fun together as well. I would never had survived monitress life without the other unfortunate ones. XP
Haha esp PootPoot, vice president BurpBurp and last but not least, our president WeeWeeeeeee(:
Gosh you guys definately know how to give that innocent unsuspecting good girl look man. Who knew who knew you were such a craaaaaaaaaazy bunch! Full of dung beetles.

ahh I like a few of the nehball pics we took ytd! Why you didn't post them here nat! haha i shall help you(:


PYRAMID!! Haha it was quite a "messy"process..Hanis can't bear the pain no more!



This one has all 10 of us!! Yeahhhhh!!


Yo dudes yo, wassup! Sorry i only realised that was the theme after it was taken:P



Don't mess with the Blazers.


Uhuh. long-legged ppl showin off the legs at the back, while the short ones are hiding them. tsk! XD


okay off to study math now..gotta beat poot in this one! haha and i need my rest too..rahh its not nice being sick D:

seeya, and God bless!

Love means to love that which is unlovable
or it is no virtue at all; forgiving means to pardon
all which is unpardonable, or it is no virtue
at all - and to hope means hoping when things
are hopeless, or it is no virtue at all.
~G. K. CHESTERTON